Thanks, nice to know that people actually read my site. Under construction websites are great. It's nice to see things grow. Take your time with your website, slowly build up things that you enjoy instead of rushing everything out at once.
Good luck on finding your creativity. I have been drawing ever since I was a kid. I am not even half as talented as you are but I can understand how it feels becoming stagnant. Creativity doesn't have a secret formula, this is the worst thing about it. Maybe it is a gift maybe it comes with hard work. Whatever the case is, I hope you can get what you want.
Disappearing into nothingness sounds preferable but wouldn't we just create a depressive solitude onto ourselves with all that nothing around?
let me disappear
@hamzberg the way i consider it we won’t need to worry about the depressive solitude, because we’d be part of the nothingness
I always figured disappearing into total nothingness meant there wouldn't be a "you" left to feel the nothingness
That does make sense. From my stand point, I still envisioned a form of self, just incapable of acting upon an environment of nothingness. What makes one want to find solace in nothingness?