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daliwali 9 hours ago

apple, a common stand-in for the fruit of knowledge. anduril, a sword from LotR. slack (sloth). salesforce (greed, wrath).

daliwali 9 hours ago

cringe warning: this is what i think salesforce is https://www.youtube.com/shorts/vGp-RknIaAY

thanks for including in your interests the permacomputing thing! i've been interested on everything that topic touches and didn't even knew it had a term that encompasses everything low-tech/sustainable tech related, saludos!
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asgooffeeasme 6 days ago

once heard that if you're mentally healthy in a mentally unhealthy world, then you are the wrong one.

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iwillneverbehappy 6 days ago

@daniel One of the most stubborn misconceptions of the world I had was the belief that feeling "whole" was the norm, and if you felt anything less than that, there was something deeply wrong. I'm trying to remind myself that almost no one, maybe even no one at all, feels 100% secure in everything that they do, all the time.

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rareoarfishsightings 1 week ago

I remember seeing that digital painting of yours all those years ago ... really profound stuff, somehow it hits me harder now. Your attention to detail has always been admirable

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asgooffeeasme 1 week ago

Russian MP3 Player

iwillneverbehappy 1 week ago

@fish Thank you so much for your comment, this made my day...

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projectc190 1 week ago

i like these ill be looking forward to them daily : D

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daliwali 1 week ago

i've read Pale Fire too, how Shade was assassinated reminds me of one Mario brother. how are you so well read?

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iwillneverbehappy 1 week ago

@hui Thank you so much! @daliwali I spend my time very irresponsibly...

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asgooffeeasme 1 week ago

what a coincidence. No long ago, I was also reading about how mentally rotating 3D shapes might be useful in mathematics and, then, I started trying to rotate my bed while I was lying down. Indeed, very interesting!

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iwillneverbehappy 1 week ago

That's indeed a great coincidence, thank you for sharing :)

responding a little late re: rote learning. a lot of the people in the classical chinese study discord i'm in, especially the ones that are most generally knowledgable, often post pictures of long texts they've copied, all with very careful and neat handwriting. i think copying, especially by hand, is very much a comprehensive learning method: you're not necessarily conscious of all the things you learn doing it
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saddleblasters 2 weeks ago

copying is essentially a very slow kind of reading. back when the literary language was often very different from the spoken language, comprehension wasn't some immediate thing that could be taken for granted. even the surface grammatical meaning of a sentence might not be obvious. struggling with all of that leads not just to the thoughts the author intended, but all sorts of other alternate possibilities

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saddleblasters 2 weeks ago

the same thing happens when i read mathematics (esp. research papers). for close readings, you treat the written proofs as a "cookbook recipe" for reproducing the argument in your own brain. often there are steps that are unclear at first and which require deep thought, but in the course of trying to understand those, you learn other things the author perhaps didn't intend, or didn't find worth writing

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saddleblasters 2 weeks ago

e.g. many of the developments in algebraic geometry up to the 80s or so could essentially be characterized as ideas people had while reading EGA and SGA.

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saddleblasters 2 weeks ago

I guess what I'm trying to say is simply that reading is a much slower and more complicated process than we might give it credit for, so rote methods of learning like copying and memorizing are ways to trick ourselves into slowing. of course this only works when one is doing it willingly. when forced to memorize or copy by a teacher, many people manage to learn to do so without actually paying attention to the text

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saddleblasters 2 weeks ago

(sorry for writing so much -- in retrospect this probably should have been an email...)

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saddleblasters 2 weeks ago

Also, rereading these now, I realize I was basically doing some version of "redoing" by writing these: taking the ideas you wrote about and reworking them into my own words. I guess this is the particular sort of "copying" that a modern university education generally trains it's students with (as you noted with your reference to "the last few hundred years of scholasticism")

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iwillneverbehappy 2 weeks ago

Thank you for the thoughtful comments and no need to apologize, these are all great. What is interesting to me is how pointless (close) reading is if you don't apply yourself to it 100%, yet how useful it is in learning something. And there's no external way to tell the two apart; it's even difficult for the learner themselves to tell if they are in fact learning something. The "inefficiency" of rote learning (1/2)

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iwillneverbehappy 2 weeks ago

and how easy it is to make it an utter waste of time, plus the fact that the yields aren't immediate or quantifiable, might all be part of the reason why it's looked at so negatively in American schools nowadays, but we lose a lot if we banish it entirely. (2/2)

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