I love you my brother. π« I hope and pray that you did not go through with it as life would be that much dimmer without you here. The glimpses of genuine care that we receive through our relationships is a reflection of the heaven that we will all experience one day. It is one of the only things that has made this life worth enduring.
For anyone else out there listening and considering the same, please reconsider. Life can be excruciatingly difficult sometimes, but there is no shame in asking for help. https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/basics/suicide/suicide-prevention-hotlines-resources-worldwide https://www.healthline.com/health/mental-health/losing-someone-to-suicide
welcome back to this Hell realm
I am truly glad to hear it