menmy
1 year ago
dont get me wrong, i still wish to make art online, right now isnt the time for it though. it will come to me eventually, in the right time
ju1ia
2 years ago
- wanted to talk at all, or if youd rather not, and then go from there. but i didnt get that energy and now ive gone away again bc life is too much for me. so i just want to tell you sorry for those things and that you do matter to me and that wasnt why i didnt write you. but, now it doesnt really matter bc i cant be online now either.
ju1ia
2 years ago
and its okay if you dont feel like talking to me anymore anyway. just wanted to be clear and apologise. i hope things go well for you.
menmy
1 year ago
hi julia! i didnt mind that, you dont need to apologise :) i havent been online anymore at all and thats the reason i have disappeared as well
i wanna talk about many things, like my fragrances collection (i finally have the means to spend on hobbies), stuff my bunnies get up to, decorating my house projects, games i have been playing (i did get a switch 2 for pokopia and it was so worth it tbh), my home gym (it was one of my dreams to have one) but i also have too much treatment shit + work going on right now. so who knows
& i've been sober from [drug] for longer than i've been inactive on here. it's honestly not hard for me to be away from it now, i have bunnies to take care of and i also can't be bothered. i'm sitting here my muscles hurt from working out for three hours straight 2 days ago and i feel almost satisfied. not fully bc i look forward to working out again :3
thats awesome! so happy it seems like you've been getting better behind the scenes