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hi michi. i dont know if this will matter or not but i think i should write it anyway for the chance that it does matter. im sorry i didnt write to you when i tried to get back online last time and im sorry that i stopped talking to you (and everyone) in the first place. when i tried to come back, i thought theres no point to write you some small message, so i should just gather up energy to ask you if you still -
- wanted to talk at all, or if youd rather not, and then go from there. but i didnt get that energy and now ive gone away again bc life is too much for me. so i just want to tell you sorry for those things and that you do matter to me and that wasnt why i didnt write you. but, now it doesnt really matter bc i cant be online now either.
and its okay if you dont feel like talking to me anymore anyway. just wanted to be clear and apologise. i hope things go well for you.