This might just be my ADHD and I know I should be working on my website, but I have so many things to do on here, but I keep jumping through so other things instead. Sometimes I'm playing bass or currently watching anime, but yesterday I spent all day making mixtapes, and one of them is for my friend's birthday gift. I'm using a shoebox tape recorder, which kind of sucks, but it's better than nothing.
yk what I do that helps me?!? I pretend like I have another thing I need to do like idk mowing the lawn and procrastinate that by working on what I needta do.
I go through so many bursts of hyperfixations. In the past month I was obsessing over The Apothecary Diaries and then Heavenly Delusion, and the most recent is Alien Stage. I love pain. I love to suffer. I love that it hurts.
I deleted Instagram off my phone back in February 2025, but I could not get myself to delete any of my accounts because one of them is the first ever account I made back in 2013. I had a lot of memories on there, and it was hard to let it go at first, but I kept telling myself everything has to end someday and today is that day. I had 3 accounts, and I kept only 1 of them for any updates on events and that's it.
yk what I do that helps me?!? I pretend like I have another thing I need to do like idk mowing the lawn and procrastinate that by working on what I needta do.