Its the format that RPG Maker 2003 likes to use to compress data for size. "Although no longer much used in the west, LHA remained popular in Japan until the 2000s.[2] It was used by id Software to compress installation files for their earlier games, including Doom and Quake." -from the wikipedia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/LHA_(file_format)
feel that
but the things that make you happy and give you energy, no matter how small it may seem, it makes it worth it.
Taking everything day by day is the best to do. Live for today, not tomorrow^^