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hi! thought i'd let you know that zines & traditional on your index aren't linking to anything :[ hope you have a good day <3
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Hi! I'd love to join your hold my hand club, it's such a cool idea! here's my little guy :] https://alicebluef0f8ff.neocities.org/images/holdmyhand.png
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Really enjoyed reading your piece for the muse ariadne club preshow. Poetry IS about showing your face without showing your face, you're so right for that. Love Messy Sand & Two Dogs, especially with the photo.
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alicebluef0f8ff
2 months ago
thank you so much for your kind words, i really really appreciate it <3
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was updated.
2 months ago
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swiftred
2 months ago
Those first two doodles are absolutely beautiful!! Especially the first, the proportions, the colors!!
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iztopher
2 months ago
wow the shapes and coloring in your art are so striking!!! also i cant wait to check out your shrines & essays when you work on them hehe
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first of all, i really enjoy how you write. there's something raw and real to it, something that i really admire in a writer, and something i see you value as well. personally, i feel that it doesn't matter whether you're 'good' at writing or not- as long as you're expressing yourself, finding that catharsis that you need in creation, isn't that all that matters?
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denpatenshi
2 months ago
i think we approach writing in different directions, and with that, there's something i can learn from you and your approach. i used to never be satisfied in expressing myself, i've always felt the need to turn it into something poetic, weave something out of it, like you said. and i think there's a power in expressing it in metaphors and allusions, exploring the full extent of how you feel and how it affects you.
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denpatenshi
2 months ago
but sometimes, i find a form of catharsis in just plainly saying that "i am sad" too. the example you shared is something i felt almost constantly when i was younger, feeling simultaneously unimportant and too important at the same time. i think eventually, it comes to a point where no amount of descriptors can describe that piercing agony. there's value in both, and it ties into emotional honesty and vulnerability.
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denpatenshi
2 months ago
i think this ended up devolving into a ramble ten minutes in- but, i enjoyed your entry, i enjoy your blog, and i'm looking forward to seeing more of your site!
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alicebluef0f8ff
2 months ago
Thank you so much for your kind words <333. I also think i can learn from your approach to writing too :) . I definitely get caught up in the details & the language a lot of the time, and sometimes miss the underlying emotion (shoutout english not being my first language).
alicebluef0f8ff
2 months ago
I think neither ways of writing are any worse than the other, and they're both important in their own ways. In fact, there is nothing more refreshing seeing someone saying how they feel outright sometimes, especially when you're in that same mood. I've read books that are written like masterpieces, each line expertly crafted & each chapter a revelation. But it completely falls flat compared to feeling seen by another
alicebluef0f8ff
2 months ago
a blogpost about the same condition you have. All words have their place, and their time. I also look forward to seeing more of your site :)
alicebluef0f8ff
2 months ago
(also i really liked your muse post! the part about being your own voyeur ever since childhood... i'm glad you put it to words cause it really resonated with me.)
i was gonna link the non-js burger tutorial i used from pinkvampyr, but the site is down... maybe you can reference mine if u need
@ua i'll check it out!