(hi, ex-philosophy university student that saw we had that in common and went into a deep dive of your page today) i will comment properly on your writing and media logs but i'm very sorry that you are going through the hellpits of mental health shithole right now. know that a stranger is thinking warm thoughts in your direction and hoping that it feels less intensely awful soon.
i quit my job so things are looking up (for now), we'll see. i hope you find something on my website that you like
i agree; mental health is very important and if you are suffering i am so sorry. things will get better if you put your mind to it