hippiejesus
2 months ago
glad to have been here for it, big guy. and now proud to be represented in tabling form myself! here's to another 200k! it'll be here before you know it 👀👀👀👀 hey 🅱️eter
tabf5
2 months ago
We got a simple post on the Photo Updates page today. May has been amazing and tiring
hippiejesus
2 months ago
To me, May felt as long as the last four months put together. Best wishes to you in the next coming months! hey 🅱️eter
tabf5
2 months ago
Yeah it's so tough having to be ready with different arguments and symptoms/evidence to shoot down the doc playing the anxiety card. Feels like I'm on trial and I have to be a lawyer. I guess I'm lucky I finally found a diagnosis that makes sense instead of wondering what worse shit could be happening
kockatriceking
2 months ago
yeah, it sucks... especially for yall wrt cost :/ i dont bother with doctors anymore. still, as @nexos said, better nothing then something!
brachypelmide
2 months ago
yeah and then everyone's surprised when you haven't been to a doctor in like 3 years. i mean yeah like what the hell are they gonna do. when i had my CNS breakdown the doctor was like "yeah i guess it's just stress lol". thanks i guess?
wiredphantom
2 months ago
The doctors around here don't usually say things like that. Instead, their go-to solution is to immediately put you on an IV drip, or give you vitamin supplements and a whole bunch of other medications
monkeygang
2 months ago
Healthcare is slow in England, but I'm not jealous of anyone who doesn't get public health for free.
monkeygang
2 months ago
That Zooquarium one is really cool! I couldn't be jealous though, as naturally the monkey one is still my favourite by far.
lentil-brainworld
2 months ago
ive been playing around with it and its super fun!! I need to remember that making music doesn't have to be placing each and every note one by one. sometimes you mess around with little music robots until it sounds good :]
hutch3g
2 months ago
Thank you!! oughh your works look gorgeous I'll be giving your site a good look later when I have some time :)
brachypelmide
2 months ago
yeah uni is making me feel similar. before shit hit the fan i could still hyperfocus on my site, and now i actually gotta force myself to work on it when i have actual free time
tabf5
2 months ago
For context I've been feeling burned out at my current job and wanted to try finding a new one, but I think I should just go down with the ship so I can actually be happy in my free time again to do Neocities stuff. It would really suck to move again but my family is nearby if I truly need to crash at their place from unemployment
brachypelmide
2 months ago
and respect to you as well for dealing with all of your stuff. we're all miserable down here ♥
oopsiedoodle
2 months ago
I'm sort of in the same boat. Looking, but not jumping on applying to anything unless it sounds 100% up my alley. It's not so bad riding it out since I can basically do my work on autopilot + my employer isn't THAT toxic. Gives me the mental capacity to work on things I care more about, anyway
houseinthewoods
2 months ago
This is pretty relatable... I just graduated from my master's program, so I've been using working on my site to distract me from the whole... job situation.
barracudachan
2 months ago
And it doesn't help that jobs nowadays want you to prove yourself worthy for a mediocre wage...
liquidcult
2 months ago
currently waiting to see if I got a job after making the second round interview... its truly the worst. stay strong!!
I just got back myself. That was a beautiful ending. The cinema clapped
eh i think it was slightly mid but i dont regret coming to cinema for it and i cant call myself dissapointed at all. it was fun to be there and see everything and cheer especially considering i was cosplaying XD