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not to be a downer, but i've had the absolute worst 3 days at work. a couple of years ago some traumatic stuff had made me quit wanting to be a nurse, and they now happened AGAIN while i'm a carer. i had thought a small cozy elderly home would be a nice work environment, turns out it's rampant with mistakes and bitter coworkers and inadequate managers.
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i nearly had a heartattack just now... its 00:40 rn and i'm trying to sleep but my medium/big monstera on my drawers (at the end of my bed) decided it's time to fall... wet soil everywhere! in my bed, on the floor, on the pile of clothes i just washed.... ok
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meyyebs
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i had treid to make the pot heavier by putting some stones on the soil, they made so much noise... rip downstairs neighbors...
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i'm having a bad time trying to cope with it all. any suggestion? (i've already tried crying all day but that just gave me a headache lol)
idk how helpful this would be but what I would recommend is doing something absolutely unrelated to your work. also helps if that something is caring directly for YOU and not related to anyone else. I haven't been a nurse or carer but this is from being in multiple 'caring' professions. remind yourself that you exist just as yourself. I'm sorry this stuff is happening for you
@eatingsandwiches thanks, i'll try that! i've got some free days, so this is the perfect opportunity