Ugh I so resonate with your store rage. Why must we be subjected to psychic attacks in every sphere imaginable. There is nowhere we can go, not even your own home, where you are free from marketing and advertisement. It makes me sick!

@chey I respect design with a vision ! This is not a vision it is a FOCUS GROUP !! Or it does not matter if there was a focus group because it was apparently unilaterally decided this is what we want !!! Treating me like a little visionless baby, I could bite them !!!!!! Don't "color of the year" me I will maim and yowl !! I GET TO DECIDE THESE THINGS ON MY OWN !!!!!!! Whew

i always love reading these omg. your point about how much you have to learn to know anything is so right.i often feel like i'm still learning how to be a human being

i know you wrote about this a while ago, but your observations about the kinds of people on neocities are spot on. TBH as one of said students on neocities i dont exactly know what i'm doing with my life either. i feel an odd sense of dereality when my day is not structured with classes or other obligations and i'm almost certain i'll apply for postgrad to continue avoiding reality

That spackleapple sounded absolutely divine.

@c190 Do not let the idea of the fear become the reality. With that said, I do sympathize. I think the trick to reality is doing something that is in line with your own morals and ethics. Otherwise you die. If you can land that, it is pretty good out here.

@c190 and thank you so much for the nice words! I am always happy to hear my silly little wits and writs find resonance 😸

@chey what is even better is I still have some left !

"and fell SMACK face-first into a new little concept" baaarrrrs

Thank you sneek