and sometimes iw onder if neocities users like me at all, because i don't seem to fit any clique and the few who tolerated me have cut me off because i didn't like their ringleader. no matter where my feet step, they tread on somebody else somehow?
to the person who i only started to warm up to who has now severed the ties just because being around your best friend is a danger to my internet safety i cannot risk -- what will you feel when, inevitably, it happens to you too? do you feel the same fears? or do you feel nothing at all. you never cared about me. never. nobody. there is no safety for me. god's curse.
@mileshouse first of all you're so fucking right on the cyan thing. if you call cyan blue go fuck yourself. second of all the callout and dni posts had me losing it on a vc so loud somebody muted me. good site.
a lot of my favorite sites (cyberoccultism, ect) seem to be leaving now. very sad. i miss the cool estrostics of neocities. will try to remain with that same energy!
to the person who i only started to warm up to who has now severed the ties just because being around your best friend is a danger to my internet safety i cannot risk -- what will you feel when, inevitably, it happens to you too? do you feel the same fears? or do you feel nothing at all. you never cared about me. never. nobody. there is no safety for me. god's curse.