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Thank you for the book recommendation! I wanted to read more books on ADHD but there's just so goddamn many from so many different years trying to prove so many different points, it was just totally overwhelming. ADHD nation looks to be what I'm looking for!
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capyhaus
1 week ago
I came out of the book with a whole new conclusion about the disorder itself. The book is very sad at times and could use a new edition to discuss ADHD post-pandemic but it completely blew my mind.
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lindentea
2 weeks ago
omg Sifl & Olly!!! i obsessively watched that as a teen, had so many episodes taped (amidst a pile of music videos)!
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Guys, please don't send me emails pushing your worldview onto me. I'm not going to respond to them. I didn't ask.
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capyhaus
2 weeks ago
I'm also tired of people taking venting over not wanting to maintain this site as an opening into pushing me to delete it. Neocities does not take up a portion of my life. I don't devote my time to it.
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capyhaus
2 weeks ago
This is a random thing to post at 4am but I'm having sleeping problems and this is the last thing I want to be awoken by, lol.
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capyhaus
3 weeks ago
The layout for my convention photo album sucks ass, but I'd rather blow my brains out than mess around with HTML. At least the Javascript galleries have a scrollbox now.
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capyhaus
3 weeks ago
I know I also promised a new page, but I haven't had time to finish it. I'm not the same person I was when I fell in love with Neocities 4 years ago. I have two drafts that are over 1k words and finishing either is like pushing a boulder over a hill.
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So TFF didn't go very well this year, but I noticed my stickers disappeared quickly. Did you see Capy?
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capyhaus
1 month ago
TFF starts tomorrow. You may or may not see that new image at the hotel tomorrow? Come find Capy!
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capyhaus
1 month ago
I also had a new rune in progress, but it's very long and kind of "meaty" so... it unfortunately won't be finished or published before the con :/ Ironic, since last month's con inspired it.
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TFF is Friday... I'm stressed because I realize last minute that going -> going home -> coming back Does Not Work for a multi-day con, but you'll probably see some capyhaus stickers around the hotel 👁️
capyhaus
1 month ago
When this is over, I'm going to try room hunting for TFS. This really aint it, chief.
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capyhaus
1 month ago
TFF is next weekend... Here's hoping I'll have a story as crazy as Harmonycon's.
Guys I'm going to say this once and leave it, but please don't use status updates by complete strangers as a springboard to rant onto. This is a McDonalds. (McCapys)
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I missed work today due to physical exhaustion, so I tried to set up a deployable Git repo to make uploading/deleting images easier. I couldn't understand the instructions and just stopped.
I've alluded to this before, but I'm going to get into it again. I don't think I'm going to update this site as much as I did 2-3 years ago. The elephant in the room is obvious. Years ago I had multiple friend groups and a partner to motivate me, I don't have that anymore. After I lost that I was thrust into a family-financial issue and I'm juggling trying to make offline friends and work full time.
I'm this close to giving up on the former, honestly. I have a hotel room reserved for a con in June, but I'm so fucking tired of life and various bullshit, I went back to social media. And not gonna lie, this community often irritates me so much. It discourages me to work on a site I have little physical energy for and only 3 people will see.
Having a zoomer spiel onto an unrelated status update last month and getting schizo emails convinving me to delete my site and get into crypto reminded me why I stopped checking here. (Don't tone police me, I don't care.) And I'm also tired of pretending my last relationship ended on good terms when it fucked me up. It's nobody's problem but mine, but it's another reason I avoid NC.
I'm turning off profile comments for awhile because it frustrates me and I don't like how the activity feed is diet Twitter. The guestbook and email is open but I'm slower to respond and less patient for random soapboxing. It's frusting how much I self-censor only for other people to mindlessly rant at me.