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sent you an email with some links, maybe not exactly what you're looking for but hopefully helpful regardless
Crazy thing about the most recent post on the 0uroboros page is that it's about me. My parents were willing to keep letting me suffer because the ER costs money. They claim that they were going to take me to urgent care but what fucking good would that do if they just tell us to go to the ER? I'm 24 the fact that they turned it into this huge deal and refused to listen to what I have to say in the subject...
I've been struggling to exist since the 24th and it's clear to everyone except them I guess.
as it is, I might still need to pay for all of this despite only have $5 in my.bank.
"They wrote it, you feel like the best help you can offer is reading it" <3 I love how much compassion you write with, and it feels so palpable in this last entry (3/28)
like i said once, i'm the mom friend. if someone is hurting but there's nothing i can do to help, that's really hard. especially when they've been hurting for so long, they don't even notice it anymore...
i kept forgetting to tell you about that post! :P i kept going "i need to tell swiftred about the support network post. right after i make this change. hang on i need to add a new section. hang on i need to get something to eat. hang on what was i doing?" XD
reading this has turned some gears to consider running linux on something other than my rasberry pi
oh wait it's the scaled-down version so it was only 64kb. oh well. anyway it's gonna take the neocities preview a little while to catch up but my homepage is back to normal. yes. everything, quite normal now. (it is)