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Today's blog post contains bug, you have been warned.

could the bug be the Conchuela Bug? https://bugguide.net/node/view/22454 it looks cool :D

https://bugguide.net/node/view/367510 <-- this colour variation looks promising

Huh, thats really interesting how they change in look so much based on location! I think that this varient is the one we are looking for https://bugguide.net/node/view/151733

It does kind of have some features of both of the ones we pointed out but hey, I think we can safely say that it's a Conchuela Bug. I will make sure to credit you on the page!

liddol bug <3 these guys show up promptly in the late summer. that's how i know it's almost fall. they get in sometimes, but we catch them in a jar and let them back outside. rm calls them "shield bugs" cos they look a bit shield-shaped.

"america continues to try to replicate nazi germany" too real. too real -_-

Very raw, real feelings nowadays. I can't even pay attention to the news for more than a half-hour without deep-seated anxiety overtaking me. The unabashed, no-holds-barred fascism is terrifying to witness.

Reading about your friend Eddie actually made me think of an old internet friend of mine who also died by suicide. I didn't learn of her death until months after it happened and her Facebook page was covered in eulogies. As a result I find myself quick to message friends/mutuals who get a little too quiet during bouts of depressive posting.

Tell your friend that I’m so glad they are ok, and that they are loved <3

next thing i need to do: look up some websites with copyright-liberated textbooks <3

i'm so glad you're feeling a little better :D but like... on top of everything else, your wisdom teeth too?! dang you can't catch a break can you?

at least today has been relatively ok

ooof same. like i said once: anything better looking than id Tech 3 is an extravagance. anymore AAA studios are trying to get people to pay them for nothing. in 4 years, it'll cost $500 to look at a screenshot that makes your computer overheat.

oh boy... its gonna be a rough day for your bowels ;-;

get well soon v~v

this is the part where you need to either insist that they take you to emergency or you call the ambulance yourself. this is NOT GOOD. please do whatever you can to stay healthy!

if money is the problem, there are ways to deal with hospitals so you pay as little as possible (and in a lot of cases, you can get your bill completely cleared with no payments). ambulances are not like that afaik, you have to pay for an ambulance.

i cannot stress this enough, CALL YOURSELF AN AMBULANCE, this doesnt sound good at all and needs to be seen.

These are my parents we are talking about here, the same people that would guilt trip me and my siblings into not going in every time we had a medical emergency that could not be covered up. I have to keep living with them until I can get an apartment with my (out of state) boyfriend which is still years out from happening. Calling an ambulance will cause them to hold that over my head until I die.

That being said, this might literally kill me if not treated. FML.

i hate to say it, but you have to think of yourself first. they already think you do that anyway, so the only one you're hurting by complying with them is yourself. I'll be the first one to donate to your "had to call an ambulance" gfm if you set one up. just please get help. please.

An uber or a cab might be cheaper if you have money on hand (idky i didnt think about that earlier)

Damn that's scary I hope you get well soon and patch up

I'm in the ER right now, I took my parents yelling at me a lot but I finally got them to take me in.

oh thank god! i was so worried 😭😭😭 I'm so glad you're getting help!

my mom is in the room and keeps trying to force what she thinks it is into the conversation while the doctor is here and keeps guilt tripping when she is not. I swear I'm going no contact when it is safe for me to do so.