You are not a "failure". You work hard. Ironically, holiday times are often a stressful time of the year. If it interests you, maybe you could find people to socialize with through gaming? That can be fun!
*hug* You're not a failure. It sounds like depression and stress are getting the better of you, which is especially understandable this time of year.
Echoing some of my friends, you're not a failure. Anything but from all accounts. Holiday and - *gestures broadly at everything* - these times are trying things. Big hugs to help ya keep chuggin' along.
ahh thanks for adding my button!!! once i get my pal button section set up ill add yours!