a cool thing about fantasy worlds is you can write for hours and make all kinds of cool stuff and then someone says can i read it and youre like no it looks like wikipedia.
Floating still in the ocean water, just to feel the waves. just to feel the sunlight just to feel the curious fish nibble at my fingers just to feel the deep, cold, dark below. just to feel the water lap against my face. just to feel the body sinking. just to feel the surface take me. just to feel the air trapped in my nose. just to feel the light fade above. just to feel the air die in my lungs. just to feel alive.
capitalism and the internet has ruined sex and intimacy and now everyone is a selfish misogynist or a fortress fighting off dick pics and all i want is to hold someone and stroke her hair and fuck and kiss and cry and feel our bodies melt together and say things i could never say to anyone else because the words only belong to us and i dont want some tech company having any say in how we meet or talk or fuck
poetic and flowery language to convince others that my pain is intersting and worth caring about. sentence to suggest i know how pathetic i am. statement of confusion as to what to do, followed by an unneccessarily cruel reading of myself in the hopes that someone would swoop in and reassure me. conclusion suggesting an inability to change due to a lack of self love. vague end hinting at self harm but not confirming
look i fuckin hate corponet patron economy as much as you. dog of 13ish years had medical emergency and died. now my house is so much emptier and quieter and my money is fucked as well from the procedures. if anyone can donate through neocities or the kofi link on my chat page it could really help a lot of stuff go smoother. dont donate unless you can. thanks for reading.
this isn't an issue for Real Wikipedia Enjoyers
ok it looks like shit wikipedia