do i need to stop? do i need to stop posting here like its social media or a diary or something? i'm so sorry for forcing my bullshit on you all
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just updating my chat page to emphasize the donate option in the hopes an angel investor will just. save me.
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i cant fucking do anymore 2am awake and alone but how am i gonna stop? aren't you guys glad you followed me so you can see my stupid antisober sad posting aaaaaaaaa i'll never feel what i want to feel
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dreamcult
1 week ago
thank you but i doubt it and i mean that earnestly and not edgily i hope so too but i doubt it
capitalism and the internet has ruined sex and intimacy and now everyone is a selfish misogynist or a fortress fighting off dick pics and all i want is to hold someone and stroke her hair and fuck and kiss and cry and feel our bodies melt together and say things i could never say to anyone else because the words only belong to us and i dont want some tech company having any say in how we meet or talk or fuck
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dreamcult
3 weeks ago
and theres fucking nowhere to meet people anymore fuck, love is in an iron lung
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poetic and flowery language to convince others that my pain is intersting and worth caring about. sentence to suggest i know how pathetic i am. statement of confusion as to what to do, followed by an unneccessarily cruel reading of myself in the hopes that someone would swoop in and reassure me. conclusion suggesting an inability to change due to a lack of self love. vague end hinting at self harm but not confirming
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i can't find the post notification but thank you so much for your donation. i'm seriously moved.
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bummerdotcom
2 months ago
No need to thank me! It’s just a drop in the bucket I’m sure. Shit sucks and I’m sorry about your loss, wishin you smoother times ahead
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look i fuckin hate corponet patron economy as much as you. dog of 13ish years had medical emergency and died. now my house is so much emptier and quieter and my money is fucked as well from the procedures. if anyone can donate through neocities or the kofi link on my chat page it could really help a lot of stuff go smoother. dont donate unless you can. thanks for reading.
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unfortunately I don’t think that’s how life works
i don't have much money but i donated $5 <3
relatable thing to do ngl