AntiKrist

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i am not doing good mentally. the thoughts of doing it this time are so loud.
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slimecop's avatar slimecop 2 months ago

I don't have any idea what you're going through, but in times when I've wanted to just not exist anymore, focusing on tasks has helped me get through it.

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joroki's avatar joroki 2 months ago

you're an awesome person even if you can't feel it right now and the world is better with you here. if you want some distractions i'm here, let's watch a movie together or something. you're not alone <3

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enflicted's avatar enflicted 2 months ago

I've been following you for a while now, and I'm always amazed at your site, by the content, and design. But I also know what it's like to feel like that, went through the same thing a year ago. Music helped me, I know it different for others though, if you ever need to just bounce words off someone, I'm around.

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dreamcult's avatar dreamcult 2 months ago

we can persist. i belive it.

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outofatuan's avatar outofatuan 2 months ago

i believe in you. you are separate and stronger than the mean parts of your brain. i wish you so much peace and stillness and rest. you are not alone.

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distillation's avatar distillation 2 months ago

I've been there. Please be gentle and kind to yourself as you would with a physical illness. It does get better.

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elilenti's avatar elilenti 2 months ago

I hate it when the thoughts get loud in my brain. I know exactly what you mean. I try to be kind to myself on those days; if I can't focus on anything because of the thoughts, I accept my depression, and try to wait it out.

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antikrist's avatar antikrist 2 months ago

thank all of you for the kind words, it brought a tear to my eye this morning.

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emptygod's avatar emptygod 2 months ago

i understand being a prisoner of your own mind and body, it's hard to take care of yourself sometimes. but do your best to be kind to your mind and body <3 youre loved and appreciated by many, try to be well and safe. ive told myself recently that though good times pass, the painful times will too. you'll find your way like you and everyone else always have before <3

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