PAINTKILLER
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Had a few people message with concern, thank you. It's not that dire atm, I'm just tired of climbing up such a steep hill for so damn long, fam. Doing what I'm meant to be doing, therapy and DBT and meds and working and making art, but nothing is rewarding or satisfying and I'm constantly on the verge of eviction or my power being cut. One bad thing after another. After making headway. UGH.
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I should be glad I have a place, after being homeless for so long, and ultimately I am, but it's just so much stress trying to make it work financially. ANd between work and appts and shit, I barely go to actually enjoy it. So dumb.
it sounds like i can relate to a lot of the same stuff you're going thru. i wish you all the best and if you need someone to talk to im here. i get it. life is too much sometimes and i myself am on the verge of ending things. just know you aren't alone <3