i don't wanna question her beliefs and stuff, but she's been listening to this sahdguru guy and i don't get it. she says that she should be more of a friend to me. no. she should be a parent.
maybe i'm just overthinking it, but i really don't feel safe anywhere anymore. i feel like shes not my grandma anymore. shes getting angry at me easily. she seems to like wren more. i'm scared.
it makes me feel stupid. all shes talking about is sahdguru and sahdguru but i think she needs an actual therapist and medications. i don't know what to do though, i'm only 12. i feel like she thinks i'm a sad little child now. which i'm not.
if this helps her in the long term, great. but this dude can't fix everything. she needs someone who can actually help her specifical problems. not just overall stuff. she is acting like my mom kind of.
i can't even feel loved by her anymore. i can't feel loved anywhere except for the internet. why couldn't i just have a normal family life?
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