even tho im not working 40 hrs a week this summer, i still just had an existential crisis for when i inevitably have to get my big girl engineering job. i love engineering, environmentalism, and the stability this future career will give me, but i cant help but think about all the dreams i have that i will miss out on pursuing.
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isntreal
1 week ago
im too much of a multifaceted person to feel fulfilled doing one job my whole life. but the engineering space doesnt like floaters and i will be forced to forget about this site eventually. i want to be politically active, draw on the side, research on climate change, be in a band, be an engineer, get married and adopt a child. life is so short and i want to experience all i can. but capitalism denies me that freedom
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sweetheartmemory
1 week ago
That’s how I feel too :( I miss my teenage years when I didn’t have to think about having to “fit in” to the culture of being in the stem field. Envious of the ppl I hung out in hs who are all in art school now living their best life. It feels so free compared to the stuck up, morally gray people I have to interact with on the daily 💔
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sweetheartmemory
1 week ago
I hope you keep this site active for as long as you can! Even if you have to take hiatuses
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isntreal
1 week ago
@sweetheartmemory omg you get it!! i feel the same way ugh its nice to know im not alone <3 i was being a bit dramatic about my site though ahha it was 1am. this website is my baby and i will never completely abandon it :> thanks so much
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your website is so cute!!
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school is over (mostly) so i will try to get to updating again. I have a lot i want to do over the summer and hopefully i can make a lot of progress on this site. I also wanted to give a small life update that i broke up with my girlfriend. im okay now but it was rough this past week, which is why i didnt come back sooner.
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isntreal
2 weeks ago
i rly rly want to finish my style page and library page once and for all so my website can finally be complete, but also im going to revamp the art page to include recent doodles and prepare for opening commissions for the first time ever eeee. also ive been thinking of artfight but i have no ocs LMAO
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Your art is so pretty ! Also love your sims !
isntreal
3 weeks ago
thank u so much! this is very encouraging, even after all this time im so insecure about my visual art. and ty for looking at my sims, im so obsessed right now
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unfortunately taking a short break for finals. ive been playing tomodachi life tho!
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![[CLOSED] WebGame2k's Neocite avatar](/site_screenshots/29/04/wg2k/index.html.50x50.webp)
i actually like it but i hate change so i will be a bitch about it. but its actually quite cute. fits the neocities vibe