chipsfunfun
3 years ago
holy crap dude I think I xan hear em I cant see em what the hell is going on
datenshi
3 years ago
take deep breaths, focus on the sensations youre feeling, especially if you can find a more distinct sensation, like a rough texture or something cold to touch.. keep yourself grounded. try this as well - https://www.mondaycampaigns.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/06/destress-monday-infographic-54321-grounding-technique.png
troy-sucks
3 years ago
NO pls dont feel this way!!!! we all love you!!!!!!! you are not a burden to anyone. we all deeply care for you and would be rly sad if u died, uhhhhhh idk like what to add on but pls know and remember that we love you /p /pos /gen
troy-sucks
3 years ago
im sorry for making shitty apologies, but please know i am being 100% genuine.
pagespages
3 years ago
Stay, please. No matter what, you have one of the most supportive communities on the internet by your side.
paintkiller
3 years ago
Nah. Also, put a little less value on what happens here and a little more on your IRL world. Trust me.
datenshi
3 years ago
i keep saying it, but it's true you've done absolutely nothing wrong. i know your absence would be felt strongly by a lot of people. you're cared about, even if it doesn't feel that way
datenshi
3 years ago
i don't want to seem patronising, but trust me when i say when i was 13 i struggled w a lot of horrible feelings relating to internet drama and discourse and stuff that goes on online. it's scary when things happen but it will never be the be-all end-all or some kind of 'proof' that you're a bad person if you get tangled up in situations, if that makes sense
kamaitachi
3 years ago
like what cloverleaf said, when i was 13 i freaked out big time over shitty things i did and now 3 years have gone by and i realize hey that wasnt actually so bad. sometimes you're 13 and on the internet and things happen and it will be okay. n if you want to stay on neocities of course you can
kamaitachi
3 years ago
things i did i thought was shittier than it really was at the time* take care of yourself man, try grounding yourself if you need to and remember theres tons of people here right now telling you they like and care about you and want ya to be well
scourgescloset
3 years ago
OFC NOT!!!! youve done nothing wrong please dont blame yourself for this. it isnt your fault at all
zoxie
3 years ago
please don't feel that way. you're cared for, even if you don't feel that way, i promise
dazedpancakes
3 years ago
hi chippy, i know we dont really talk a lot and im a little late but coming back on to see this is really heartbreaking. im not good with typing this stuff but please do not hurt yourself. nothing youve done here was your fault, so please do not push blames on yourself. you are a wonderful person and if we lost you, the site would feel desolate (to me, at least).
dazedpancakes
3 years ago
no matter what youve done or what you think youve started, you will always have people who support you and think youre a pretty amazing person. please do not go. i dont want you to go. youre my friend, and im so sorry that youve been going through hurt.
zoxie
3 years ago
i'm glad you feel better, no one hates you, i promise. please take care alright? <33
emptygod
3 years ago
nobody hates you and I don't hate you :) it's okay and I'm glad you are feeling better
tumor
3 years ago
you dont need to apologize, i dont hate you and no-one on either side is upset with you. you didnt do anything wrong
catgirly
3 years ago
take care, chippy! we haven't talked before, but i was sort of watching this situation from a distance and just know that both sides were worried about you, and do not hate you.
Pretty silly!!
WOOOOO
Unfortunately not silly at all :(
im sorry zoxie :(
very silly, esp since im writing out my amanda page on my alterhuman index to process some feelings i had the night i watched saw 2!!!
im 3 hours late silly!!!
SILLy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!