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its a song for context

Pretty silly!!

WOOOOO

Unfortunately not silly at all :(

im sorry zoxie :(

very silly, esp since im writing out my amanda page on my alterhuman index to process some feelings i had the night i watched saw 2!!!

im 3 hours late silly!!!

SILLy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ITS OK!!!

im glad ur alright now ! :D

It's okay, don't worry!!! So glad you feel better!!!!

holy crap dude I think I xan hear em I cant see em what the hell is going on

why did I say they look sad I cant see em they sound sad

what yhe hell

ahat the crap I can hear them why

BCAKES IS THAT YIU???

help

take deep breaths, focus on the sensations youre feeling, especially if you can find a more distinct sensation, like a rough texture or something cold to touch.. keep yourself grounded. try this as well - https://www.mondaycampaigns.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/06/destress-monday-infographic-54321-grounding-technique.png

if I died would u all be happier

probably

NO pls dont feel this way!!!! we all love you!!!!!!! you are not a burden to anyone. we all deeply care for you and would be rly sad if u died, uhhhhhh idk like what to add on but pls know and remember that we love you /p /pos /gen

NOO WE ALL LOVE U

im sorry for making shitty apologies, but please know i am being 100% genuine.

Stay, please. No matter what, you have one of the most supportive communities on the internet by your side.

Nah. Also, put a little less value on what happens here and a little more on your IRL world. Trust me.

i keep saying it, but it's true you've done absolutely nothing wrong. i know your absence would be felt strongly by a lot of people. you're cared about, even if it doesn't feel that way

thanks guys. Today has just been terrible

i don't want to seem patronising, but trust me when i say when i was 13 i struggled w a lot of horrible feelings relating to internet drama and discourse and stuff that goes on online. it's scary when things happen but it will never be the be-all end-all or some kind of 'proof' that you're a bad person if you get tangled up in situations, if that makes sense

like what cloverleaf said, when i was 13 i freaked out big time over shitty things i did and now 3 years have gone by and i realize hey that wasnt actually so bad. sometimes you're 13 and on the internet and things happen and it will be okay. n if you want to stay on neocities of course you can

things i did i thought was shittier than it really was at the time* take care of yourself man, try grounding yourself if you need to and remember theres tons of people here right now telling you they like and care about you and want ya to be well

we're here for you, buddy.

OFC NOT!!!! youve done nothing wrong please dont blame yourself for this. it isnt your fault at all

please don't feel that way. you're cared for, even if you don't feel that way, i promise

hi chippy, i know we dont really talk a lot and im a little late but coming back on to see this is really heartbreaking. im not good with typing this stuff but please do not hurt yourself. nothing youve done here was your fault, so please do not push blames on yourself. you are a wonderful person and if we lost you, the site would feel desolate (to me, at least).

no matter what youve done or what you think youve started, you will always have people who support you and think youre a pretty amazing person. please do not go. i dont want you to go. youre my friend, and im so sorry that youve been going through hurt.

take my face, and desecrate

arms and legs, get in the way

bodies break