i was a little hesitant about sharing this voice recording https://voca.ro/17M0gKr0H8it only because i really did not want in any way at all 100000% not at all wanting all eyes on me for speaking about it potentially (internet is weird like that). i think its probably good i say it anyway, as its a whole lot of stuff regarding people (+even my friends) still struggling with the ballchain of twitter dragging them down