Ex smoker here. (pot, not cigs) I feel like when I take deep breaths, most of them feel okay but a few of them here and there feel FUCKING amazing. Like, I can feel my lungs open up in a way they don't always do. I could point at a diagram of lungs and show you exactly where I feel them open up when I get a really good breath. Any other ex smokers relate?
Godamn I need to get back into my writing habit. I genuinly cannot tell you what ive been up to so far in 2026. Shite.
Yo yo yo happy 2026 yall, I'm tryna start the year off strong with a seven page essay I wrote about ADHD that isn't, like, 100% polished and finished but I need to move onto other things so im posting it
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Wrote a new entry last night. It's about porn. Tried to be very unfiltered when writing it, so I hope I achieved that
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capyhaus
3 months ago
"Porniness" online has legit gotten worse. I first stumbled onto rule 34 20 years ago when I was 13, and it's actually pretty tame compared to now. I usually think drawn porn is more ethical compared to random videos online, but seeing how people become functionally "2Dsexual" from it makes me question how much it really is.
capyhaus
3 months ago
After awhile, fictional porn gets fucking boring. Which why addicts often escalate to more extreme content. It's a victimless crime if it's 2D or writing, but still incredibly damaging to your psyche.
capyhaus
3 months ago
I had a third comment but it didn't send. Oh well. I think for people who were exposed to that early (regardless of "using" it and creating an orgasm pavlov response, TMI but I didn't) are better off detoxing for a year or so and interacting with people IRL instead of online. Works wonders.
by seeing your comment, i stumbled upon this too....