PAINTKILLER

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr's avatar ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 1 month ago

Omg thank you sooooo much!!!! <3 :,(

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I give up. I don't know what else to do. If it weren't for my dog, I wouldn't be here rn.
Awesome. Got let go from my job because "it's just not working out", despite being told I was doing well and getting along with everyone. I called in *ONE* day with a migraine, otherwise no issues I know of. WTF...
ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr's avatar ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 1 month ago

This is going to do me in. I have no idea wtf to do anymore.

solaria's avatar solaria 1 month ago

im really sorry to hear that, another blow while youre already down :( i hope youre able to find something else quick!

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keysklubhouse's avatar keysklubhouse 1 month ago

Fuck, I'm sorry. What the hell. :( I really hope you can find something else soon.

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xandra's avatar xandra 1 month ago

what the fuck?! i’m so sorry, dude. stay strong. you can do this. you will get through this. 🩷🫂 i believe in you!

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lakestheguy's avatar lakestheguy 1 month ago

wtf i hope you find a new job soon

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1funeral2many's avatar 1funeral2many 1 month ago

finding a job is hard these days but as long as you're persistent and bug employers you will find something. hope the job search isnt too rough for you, i know how it can be

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humantooth's avatar humantooth 1 month ago

Youre in the UK right? I have referral codes for an online gig that i have that pays super well. If youre interested DM me on discord I can tell you about it and see if youre into it. Although the desktop version of discord has been down the past three days and i dont turn on mobile notifications so if I dont respond leave me a neocities message. My username is the same here.

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sakuradreams's avatar sakuradreams 1 month ago

I’m so sorry to hear this, I really hope you are able to find something else soon <3

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encounters-ltd's avatar encounters-ltd 1 month ago

that's so messed up! how is just ONE sick day grounds for firing? i'm so sorry

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letslearntogether's avatar letslearntogether 1 month ago

I'm saddened to hear that. Though the future may seem uncertain, stay strong and take it a step at a time. It will turn around.

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Just noticed: 666 updates. Nice.
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It might worthwhile to make your own portable shower rather than relying on a Loves/YMCA or gym membership Example: https://youtu.be/XEnlZeRu3x0 Fancier builds are possible depending on what one has to work with. Example: https://youtu.be/MoiBSK5G_K4 At that point, it becomes only a matter of finding a source of water and a private spot to use it.
letslearntogether's avatar letslearntogether 1 month ago

Public parks with water fountains are rad for freely filling up large jugs at odd hours. Many supermarkets have water vending machines that are relatively cheap if other clean water sources are hard to find. Generally, it is a good practice to map out areas that have been helpful for survival (e.g.: pin these locations on Google Maps for future reference).

letslearntogether's avatar letslearntogether 1 month ago

Since it is a bummer to wear dirty clothes after showering, similar considerations can be applied to laundry. Some use little handcranked or pedal-powered washing machines, or make one out of two industrial buckets and a sink plunger. To be honest, I find a lot of that impractical. A small washboard and a large bowl for holding wash water is good if you can manage it. Where to ring out and hang?

letslearntogether's avatar letslearntogether 1 month ago

Availability of showers and laundromats is variable for me. I rely heavily on disinfectant wipes to keep fresh, shampooing and brushing whenever I can refill my water bottle. I also regularly spray down my clothes with antibacterial laundry spray and let them air out. If I have enough water while out in the desert, I will sometimes wash things by hand or in a small zipper bag too.

letslearntogether's avatar letslearntogether 1 month ago

I have never had to take care of a pet out in the wild/on the streets, but that adds other factors to it. The portable shower might help to keep Ella clean too. I did hear about one guy using his food money to regularly buy things that both he and his dog could eat rather than buying separate food for them both. These little ideas sometimes go a long way in helping one to save money over time.

letslearntogether's avatar letslearntogether 1 month ago

...Anyhoo, you are probably already familiar with all of this. If it is not helpful, let me know and I will shut up. A lot of the worry and stress that I had when homelessness was suddenly thrust upon me would have been lessened if someone had shown me how to find reliable ways of meeting our basic needs. I always try to do the same. Take care.

ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr's avatar ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 1 month ago

LLT - definitely appreciate the thought, consideration, and share. Right now, it's mostly a financial obstacle to getting a lot of that sort of thing in place. I'm managing alright, for the time being. Not saying it's not a struggle, but I've got other things to prioritize. Also, I don't wanna settle into homeless life too much, a little discomfort is good motivator!

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Thank you! You know who you are. <3
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cool blog!
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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr's avatar ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 1 month ago

It’s just me rambling about my fucked up life but thanks lol!

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bunnyboyblog's avatar bunnyboyblog 1 month ago

@ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr i was mostly talking about the interface since i haven

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bunnyboyblog's avatar bunnyboyblog 1 month ago

*havent read about ur stuff yet ldsfjsdlkj

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If anyone has any DoorDash gift cards or similar that they’re not using, I could definitely benefit from them. Pretty damn hungry, no cash, and little gas left in the vehicle.
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omg you're back!! yayy :)
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