We all strive to be understood, by others, by ourselves, by our words. This is a fruitless endeavor. Embrace your ambiguity, embrace the joy of being unknowable, even to yourself.
bro is discovering the natural state from first principles. there is nothing to understand, nothing to know.
oh yk what thats my bad yall, loved nonesense a lil too close to the sun on this one
i use atabook, it's pretty good. only complaint is that theres some default option that filters vpn users as spam messages if i recall