me: "i think about killing myself a lot (a lot a lot) and the only reason i don't is because i feel i (i) need to be there for the people i (i) care about for as long as possible. this keeps me alive (me). it is a sustaining motivator (for me and me alone)" sumbdy else: "wow. you're so objectively generally correct for everyone and anyone who commits suicide is selfish and immoral" me: "hey. hey psst c'mere a second"
obviously, what ICE is doing is terrible, and Nazi-like, yes. and i need you all to know that the Nazis learned from the u.s., and how they captured, tortured, killed, & 'owned' runaway slaves and indigenous people. may not be articulating this well but violence is foundational to the u.s. and it should not surprise you and it is not new and your race/domestic loyalty will not save you
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new blog (and if you recognize some of it nuh-uh you don't i deleted that draft/page for a reason)
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i was just fucking talking about the four humors https://uquiz.com/quiz/mTVid8/four-humors-omegaverse-type
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benny1548132
1 week ago
they told me i was a melancholic omega. i disagree solely because they called me the top of the food chain and said i could be fixed
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benny1548132
1 week ago
i have no idea. despite being a dog/wolf guy i dunno shit about the alpha/omega-verse
i am literally just generally cool with everyone. i feel that that is true. and then my heart stops when i witness cringe lib behavior and i have to manually force a restart on my self otherwise i start spiraling because god i'm gonna die alone and a virgin
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benny1548132
1 week ago
that is the funny, horny, unserious version of what happens. (where is a principled faggot to find another principled faggot?) what actually happens is i get so overwhelmed by the casual cruelty & disengenousness of nearly every single person around me that it can make me break down...(where is a human being to find another human being?) (is love dead?) please fuck me
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i love my website. not because it's good or anything but because it's a safe place (relatively, i know) (but it's the only place i can even pretend is safe) for me to express myself and meet people as myself without needing to mask who i am. i love this stupid little website. i love you guys. i love that some of you seem to like me. some of you have emailed me. i don't even know why. i don't think i deserve it
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new blog + there was a poll there, too. i deleted it after it got all the results it was gonna get, but i screenshotted the results, so that i can remember & look back on how you fucking crazies validated me. thank you to everyone who did
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problem: i burnt a CD using Verbatim CDs and some program that came with the drive i got. my computer can't read all the data for the titles/artists and stuff but it will play the music. my CD player won't play the music. any fixes? i forgot the name of the program after deleting it because it wasn't working but my CD player is a Jensen made in 2023
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onlytrichromatic
2 weeks ago
I have tips!!! Take em or leave em. 1. Don't bother with the other program just use windows media player (the old one not the new one). 2. The metadata often doesn't work so tbh don't worry about it as long as the music plays. 3. As for the CD player not player, what format are you burning in? Sometimes the burn speed can fuck it up too if its too fast
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onlytrichromatic
2 weeks ago
at least in WMP, it should be in burn settings. its to the right of the little burning menu column thing
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benny1548132
2 weeks ago
i changed to WMP and slowed the burn speed to its slowest, and it's still not playing! i am so so sad about this
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them: "yeah sure what is it?" me: [punches them in their guts and face and dick if they have one and the impacts are heard all the way in antarctica]
i will turn you into a fine fucking powder. no wait. a mist. if you say shit like this to my face. you are letting me know i am not safe to be myself or feel things around you and neither are my friends