feeling a lot of feelings tonight. not worth blogging about right now (well, maybe later) but i'm sad and pissed off and also kind of laughing. i keep thinking about how people that don't fuck with me must see me; i'm just not applying myself. i'm nice enough, but that's not enough. irresponsible....i remember once a behaviorist showed up to my house and i purposefully missed the appointment by going out to eat lmfao
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hey to my homies whose site background moves/blinks/does the crt filter thing can you. can you. make a version that doesn't do that. no, no, i'm not the authority here, i'm not telling you you can't. i'm not commanding it. i'm asking, for you to have an option to turn it off, an option. because i like your website and i want to look at it without getting a migraine or like. a twitchy eye or some shit
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benny1548132
4 hours ago
this isn't even about website accessibility as a movement or standard and i am definitely not entitled enough to tell you what to do or how to format shit. i'm being selfish, see? selfish. it's just for me. it's just this
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badgraph1csghost
3 hours ago
fwiw crt effects make text hard to focus on and the contrast in colour saturation gives me a headache. improperly formatted effects that tile instead of scroll can also induce epileptic seizures in people who are prone to them. if you're good enough at css to have that shit work in the first place, you can probably do a little javascripting to turn it off when needed. (honestly why have it at all imo)
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never mind about that blog post about identity stuff. i can write about certain identity labels or why i use them, one at a time, when i want to, when it's pertinent to something...real. trying to do them all at once apropos of nothing, it kind of got so hard to articulate, i got so frustrated with myself....
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benny1548132
1 day ago
identity stuff matters. it also does not matter. does anyone understand what i'm trying to say
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i can't lie down fully horizontally outside. on a hill or whtvr is fine. otherwise i start fearing i'm gonna fall upwards into the sky because there's nothing holding me down
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i added new albums to the albums page :)) (holy shit i love music i could marry and have sex with music)
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Where your eyes don't go, a filthy scarecrow waves its broomstick arms / And does a parody of each unconscious thing you do
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i think it would be cool to be able to turn my website 'off' and 'on,' just in case it's ever at risk of the wrong people finding it, and there are probably very complicated ways to do that, but the easiest might just be a landing page where i can fuck-up and un-fuck the 'home/index' link! not foolproof, but would deter someone lazy or easily confused/overwhelmed by pathnames. will work on that tomorrow morning
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soulmaze
4 days ago
I think melonking's website has "opening and closing days", it might be worth looking at how that functions and see if you can make something similar
pirahxcx
4 days ago
I was going to say sabrin.party does that but I just saw it's the melonking script as well (I never saw him closed before), melonking made it pretty easy to use: https://melonking.net/scripts/site-closer.js
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benny1548132
4 days ago
the landing page is done. i also improved what you see when i choose to close the site (by hand, by fucking up the link): https://benny1548132.nekoweb.org/not_found.html
benny1548132
4 days ago
technically, if you know the pathnames you can still access the website, but it's not about that. i'm doing it this way because i really care about having manual control, and buying myself precious time; if i can delay someone for a minute, that gives me another minute to edit something else to cause another delay, or archive & delete things in an emergency
benny1548132
4 days ago
f i can learn enough javascript, like, ever (it is not my strong suit) to give me manual control over the script itself, i'll use that, but for now, i'm satisfied enough
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a lot of you r talking about how awesome it is to be on the special sauce page but let me tell you i have random bookmarked instead and it's a lot better. i've found most of the cool people with a lot of views there, sure, and i've also found a lot of other cool people that don't have a lot of views yet. since views don't matter, this is surely the most fair way to find cool people
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i fucking hate behaviorists
it wasn't even a full meal it was just chips and then i sat there eating chips for like forty five minutes ahaha