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i am literally just generally cool with everyone. i feel that that is true. and then my heart stops when i witness cringe lib behavior and i have to manually force a restart on my self otherwise i start spiraling because god i'm gonna die alone and a virgin
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benny1548132's avatar benny1548132 23 hours ago

that is the funny, horny, unserious version of what happens. (where is a principled faggot to find another principled faggot?) what actually happens is i get so overwhelmed by the casual cruelty & disengenousness of nearly every single person around me that it can make me break down...(where is a human being to find another human being?) (is love dead?) please fuck me

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benny1548132's avatar benny1548132 22 hours ago

or please fucking kill me

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i love my website. not because it's good or anything but because it's a safe place (relatively, i know) (but it's the only space i can even pretend is safe) for me to express myself and meet people as myself without needing to mask who i am. i love this stupid little website. i love you guys. i love that some of you seem to like me. some of you have emailed me. i don't even know why. i don't think i deserve it
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new blog + there was a poll there, too. i deleted it after it got all the results it was gonna get, but i screenshotted the results, so that i can remember & look back on how you fucking crazies validated me. thank you to everyone who did
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new photo
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problem: i burnt a CD using Verbatim CDs and some program that came with the drive i got. my computer can't read all the data for the titles/artists and stuff but it will play the music. my CD player won't play the music. any fixes? i forgot the name of the program after deleting it because it wasn't working but my CD player is a Jensen made in 2023
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onlytrichromatic's avatar onlytrichromatic 3 days ago

I have tips!!! Take em or leave em. 1. Don't bother with the other program just use windows media player (the old one not the new one). 2. The metadata often doesn't work so tbh don't worry about it as long as the music plays. 3. As for the CD player not player, what format are you burning in? Sometimes the burn speed can fuck it up too if its too fast

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benny1548132's avatar benny1548132 3 days ago

how do i slow down the burn speed?

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onlytrichromatic's avatar onlytrichromatic 3 days ago

at least in WMP, it should be in burn settings. its to the right of the little burning menu column thing

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benny1548132's avatar benny1548132 2 days ago

i changed to WMP and slowed the burn speed to its slowest, and it's still not playing! i am so so sad about this

getting real into the four humors tonight. yes the medical stuff was largely bullshit but i think the personality/seasonal/life cycle stuff was close to...something. something interesting and helpful for unintended reasons if not intended reasons. what humor do you think you are? i think i'm phlegmatic, at least right now
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benny1548132's avatar benny1548132 5 days ago

i thought sanguine at first, but i changed it to phlegmatic; i am friendly, but not very happy

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wraithcastle's avatar wraithcastle 5 days ago

mainly phlegmatic as well but also a little bit choleric

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chesca's avatar chesca 5 days ago

i’m forever a sanguine :p

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new blog, again
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badgraph1csghost's avatar badgraph1csghost 1 week ago

"you're not being abused, you're not losing your agency", they said as they began to abusively take away your agency.

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NEW BLOG FINALLY
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i hate myself
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badgraph1csghost's avatar badgraph1csghost 2 weeks ago

im sorry :( stay strong

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asterion's avatar asterion 2 weeks ago

Things will improve.

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one of my friends stopped by today to give me a handmade miku doll
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