i really miss my most insane friends. the group of people i had a few months ago who were all disabled & kinky & weird & fun. i boycotted / am boycotting Discord, sure, but i offered up Matrix, Signal, or just texting me since many of them had my number, and none of them followed up. i think about those people a lot. they were great
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i also added a status 'widget' to my website, but it's something i made, so it's not connected to status.cafe
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the redirection script has been added
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benny1548132
1 day ago
well. i'm kind of not. i'm changing hosts, yeah, but i'll still post on here and stuff
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i'm moving to nekoweb for my host because they don't allow AI/data scrapers, but i'm going to use a redirection script to take you there from my neocities (thank you barndoors) so we can all pretend i still have a reason to be active here. because i will be. i will be here
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benny1548132
5 days ago
because of K*le Dr*ke's stance on AI vs Nekoweb's (he allows AI & data scraping, they don't), and also because i'm still thinking about divinicide -- plus a few secret, subjective personal reasons
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benny1548132
5 days ago
no, i'm talking about a while ago, when they got temporarily taken down and had to switch hosts because they were mass-reported and K*le just went along with it
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I REMEMBERED SOMETHING IMPORTANT TONIGHT!!!
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benny1548132
6 days ago
i am a sadomasochist whose into some fucked up shit. pain doesn't scare me anymore. BECAUSE I REMEMBERED IT TURNS ME ON. AND I WILL WRITE ABOUT THIS TOMORROW
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benny1548132
4 days ago
...i did try to write about that yesterday but it was really hard with what felt like my mother breathing down my neck
i hope you're still alive, even though you might not feel the same way, mostly for a selfish reason; i still haven't seen Donnie Darko yet, i need time to watch it and i want to be able to tell you what i think of it. i think about you often, which surprises me. if you are no longer alive, you will have to wait for me to join you. i have a duty to God & to people that i haven't fulfilled yet.
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my controversial opinion is that not every site has to or should be accessible because that would put serious limits on what art you can or cannot make. my also controversial opinion (but i hope not) is that if your site is inaccessible you need to provide a warning detailing in what ways. not for purity culture. fuck that. people have epilepsy & shit, dawg
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well, except for that last part. but i would get incredible memes and posts about their plushies and their hobbies and useful information about medication and methods for recovery, anti-psych stuff, too, and we'd play Ponytown and different drawing games together. we also watched Nosferatu together
too bad a few revealed themselves to be Zionists, and the rest were / are...apparently glued to Discord so strongly it's comparable to a human fly trap