my gacha game addiction is both very funny and not funny at all in that it works exactly like a "real" addiction (my life is so so shit you guys) and also...it's got such a cutesy aesthetic i lose my mind sometimes. nearly everything about my life is punishing, arbitrary & purposeless, but at least i have my hours and hours of fake-racing fictional sentient pastries are you fucking kidding me
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man, i hate it when i look at someone's work and i can hear the...judgment. i don't blame anyone for negativity at all because i've got it too, but i hope i'm at least not judgmental about it, and some people are really judgmental. maybe love doesn't exist, but i don't judge the people that want it to. i don't judge the people that want things, just for that, because i do, too, actually. just in a more monstrous way
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new blog (and if you recognize some of it nuh-uh you don't i deleted that draft/page for a reason)
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i was just fucking talking about the four humors https://uquiz.com/quiz/mTVid8/four-humors-omegaverse-type
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i am literally just generally cool with everyone. i feel that that is true. and then my heart stops when i witness cringe lib behavior and i have to manually force a restart on my self otherwise i start spiraling because god i'm gonna die alone and a virgin
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benny1548132
5 days ago
that is the funny, horny, unserious version of what happens. (where is a principled faggot to find another principled faggot?) what actually happens is i get so overwhelmed by the casual cruelty & disengenousness of nearly every single person around me that it can make me break down...(where is a human being to find another human being?) (is love dead?) please fuck me
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i love my website. not because it's good or anything but because it's a safe place (relatively, i know) (but it's the only place i can even pretend is safe) for me to express myself and meet people as myself without needing to mask who i am. i love this stupid little website. i love you guys. i love that some of you seem to like me. some of you have emailed me. i don't even know why. i don't think i deserve it
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new blog + there was a poll there, too. i deleted it after it got all the results it was gonna get, but i screenshotted the results, so that i can remember & look back on how you fucking crazies validated me. thank you to everyone who did
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problem: i burnt a CD using Verbatim CDs and some program that came with the drive i got. my computer can't read all the data for the titles/artists and stuff but it will play the music. my CD player won't play the music. any fixes? i forgot the name of the program after deleting it because it wasn't working but my CD player is a Jensen made in 2023
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onlytrichromatic
1 week ago
I have tips!!! Take em or leave em. 1. Don't bother with the other program just use windows media player (the old one not the new one). 2. The metadata often doesn't work so tbh don't worry about it as long as the music plays. 3. As for the CD player not player, what format are you burning in? Sometimes the burn speed can fuck it up too if its too fast
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onlytrichromatic
1 week ago
at least in WMP, it should be in burn settings. its to the right of the little burning menu column thing
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benny1548132
6 days ago
i changed to WMP and slowed the burn speed to its slowest, and it's still not playing! i am so so sad about this
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getting real into the four humors tonight. yes the medical stuff was largely bullshit but i think the personality/seasonal/life cycle stuff was close to...something. something interesting and helpful for unintended reasons if not intended reasons. what humor do you think you are? i think i'm phlegmatic, at least right now
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benny1548132
1 week ago
i thought sanguine at first, but i changed it to phlegmatic; i am friendly, but not very happy
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they told me i was a melancholic omega. i disagree solely because they called me the top of the food chain and said i could be fixed
I don't know if a phlegmatic beta is bad or not but I got dat
Chloric Beta
whats difference in omegaverse like is alpha worse n omega less apparent?
i have no idea. despite being a dog/wolf guy i dunno shit about the alpha/omega-verse