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i love your journal shrine!!
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vivarism 1 day ago

oh hello, nice to meet a fellow dyke!! if you like pngs like the ones on that page, i encourage you to make your own. it's super fun, and i think it would suit your aesthetic

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dykeism 16 hours ago

i think i will! thanks for the follow <3

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vivarism 1 day ago

can everyone please close their eyes for a second. ftp on neocities sucks so this update is going to look super weird until i prune it. just pretend you dont see it ok? thank you

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lizonline 1 day ago

Happy to see you back online!

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vivarism 1 day ago

NO LIZ DON'T LOOK YET... come greet me in another 15 minutes!!!!! but i'm happy to see you too, thank you for the warm welcome!

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lizonline 1 day ago

Haven't opened your site yet, I promise! Just saw the update on your profile. Take your time πŸ₯°

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cloverbell 1 day ago

i spoiled myself and went on vivarism.net. it looks so awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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cloverbell 1 day ago

and happy birthday!!! :D

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vivarism 1 day ago

oh Lune, what a clever solution!! everybody please follow in her footsteps and visit https://vivarism.net/ because i somehow broke all of my files LOL. thank you lune for your bday wishes and liz for your patience... real mvps on the nc feed right now

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aboyandhiscomputer 1 day ago

I really really like the design :)

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cloveratelier 1 day ago

waaa flonne v2.5 is looking so gorgeous ;__; i've had a little nosey around and i love what you've done with the place! your "help" section in particular is so lovely, i'll for sure be referring to it in the future! happy birthday & 600 days w/ sans, here's to many more!!

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vivarism 1 day ago

thank you so much kiley!! i was a feeling a little insecure about that section, so i'm happy to hear that you found some meaning there;; i'll add more when i can! and to everyone else: some stuff is still broken but Vivarism 2.5 is now online!! thank you for visiting, i hope you enjoy your stay.

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allyratworld 1 day ago

Wahhhh new site version is looking beautiful!!! Glad to hear you had a nice birthday as well!

thejhemerlynproject 1 day ago

Your new journal page is adorable!

thejhemerlynproject 1 day ago

And happy birthday as well!

cabbagesorter 23 hours ago

HAPPY BIRTHDAY i hope your 24th will be filled with growth, love, health and happiness!!!!!!! also i love the journals you posted

xxxnxf3lt1bataxxx 20 hours ago

happy birthday oh my goodness!! your new css looks so pretty! I hope your life is filled with lots of love and joy! ^_^

nenrikido 17 hours ago

happy birthday!!!! i'm so glad you're feeling a little better. also, i was so shocked to see anyone remembers the "hello world" theme. i've been meaning to rework it for years. you made it very cute! hope all goes well for you flonne.

mochagatari 9 hours ago

Hey, nice to see you back in action!! Also, happy birthday (same age let's gooooo)!! The new pages are looking great. You know...I wonder if I could take a page out of your book and make a yume page myself? Since cringe is dead. XD Really though, glad you're feeling better. Let's keep working towards remembering the happy things :> (sorry long comment)

Vivarism is a very good idea………
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vivarism 3 weeks ago

short (and flippant) version: not dead, not going to die. if you've been worried for me, please read the longer, more sincere version haha....

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kotteism 3 weeks ago

been seeing the stuff you posted and figured it was psychosis, i understand the mechanisms you've described. it's good to see you be more aware. this seems like a lot of progress, more distance to the delusions and a very constructive approach, so you have my support and hope soon it goes away completely

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vivarism 3 weeks ago

that's so sweet of you kotte, thank you β™₯ >__+< "distance" is exactly the right word. all the best to you too, and please send capy my love. i know she was watching out for me

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kotteism 3 weeks ago

i've already told her you seem to be improving and she's happy about it, but sure thing :)

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lizonline 3 weeks ago

I'm so happy that you're doing better πŸ«‚

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pomelo 3 weeks ago

4ever rooting for you Flonne πŸ’ž

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mochagatari 3 weeks ago

hey, I've been keeping a bit of an eye on your site, and even though I was admittedly too cowardly to say anything, I was worried and thinking of you. I'm glad you're okay and you're managing, and while I don't have the same diagnoses as you, I can honestly kinda relate to your feelings as you've written here. Please continue to take care of yourself. ;v;

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hardmachine 3 weeks ago

I was at the library earlier today but Kotte told me! I left a guestbook message during then but I noticed this was a psychotic episode :( You deserve happiness, I'm glad you're better!

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cloveratelier 3 weeks ago

im glad to hear you're doing better flonne! wishing you all the best in your self-care and recovery β™₯

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vivarism 3 weeks ago

thank you liz, pom, capy, and kiley!! @gatari, it sounds like you wish you'd had a little more confidence, or known what to say sooner, huh? belated or not, i'll happily accept your kindness. i'm hoping both of us can find relief from what troubles us

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irony-machine 3 weeks ago

virtual hug from a stranger

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hey flonne, I know you don't really like me all that much, but I heard that you were having a huge breakdown. I know you don't like me, but that's fine. I care. I hope you are okay. Things always get better, they always will. You are not a demon, you are a great woman who shares her thoughts. I hope you feel better soon.
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chipsfunfun 1 month ago

I've learned that even if we have different ideas, we can still be good people. I think you are a good person, Flonne. Even if I disagree with you on certain things.

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chipsfunfun 1 month ago

Everyone can be a good person, no matter what.

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vivarism 1 month ago

yuore too young to die. leave.

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chipsfunfun 1 month ago

I won't die, Flonne.

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chipsfunfun 1 month ago

You are human, and you have goodness. The only person who can help you is yourself, and you deserve help.

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chipsfunfun 3 weeks ago

A lot of people are worried about you, Flonne. I hope you feel much better soon.

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vivarism 3 weeks ago

chip... thank you for your concern and your kindness, and as always i wish for you to grow up healthy and strong, but as i've said before i do not want to have a personal relationship with you. i don't dislike you-- i'm indifferent and uninterested. i've deleted your comments on my other post. please don't contact me ever again.

Passing by, words has surely power. But emotions too and that bring us to state of mind we can not control sometimes. Writing is a way to express, fast, heavy, negative or good things. My neutrality would say to "watch the words, watch the thoughts." Some people are just so intense, and it's okay to witness the differences. I do care about you vivarism, we consider you as a person entierly, you're neither good or bad
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vivarism 1 month ago

regarde pas. c'est toxique et tu vas mourir. l'intensite est inexplicable, abnormal, malicieux. la spectacle ne peut que faire du mal pcq je suis malfaisant. il n'ya pas de humain ici, juste les ruses d'un demon. toi et moi les deux vont mourir

vivarism 1 month ago

MALfaisant..tu comprends? tuant et mourant et poison

pumpkin-ninja 4 weeks ago

Et pourtant, tu mérites toutes les plus belles choses du monde. J'ignore si tu t'en rends compte mais tu as réussi à exprimer et à offrir beaucoup de bien autour de toi. Cette capacité à écrire et à positiver tout en étant complètement bienveillant, ça a aidé, je pense beaucoup plus de personnes autour de toi que tu ne le penses !

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pumpkin-ninja 4 weeks ago

RΓ©ussir Γ  pousser les gens vers un cheminement de bonheur, c'est incroyable. J'ai toujours admirΓ© Γ§a chez toi

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vivarism 3 weeks ago

Et toi aussi, dans tes Γ©crits tu as adoptΓ© le bonheur et malheur les deux. Ton engagement de la vΓ©ritΓ©, tΓ©nΓ©breuse et lΓ©gΓ¨re, m'a toujours impressionnΓ©. C'est sincΓ¨re de mΓͺme que poΓ©tique. En ce monde, on ne peut Γͺtre que soi-mΓͺme, Γͺtre humain unique avec toutes les troubles et douleurs que vient avec la vie elle-mΓͺme. Personne ne les Γ©vite.

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vivarism 3 weeks ago

Et pourtant, il y a tant que bonheur, tellement de joi, rire, conforts. Souvent plus de ça que malheur, tant qu'on veut bien chercher. Toujours, il y a un futur plus brillant qui nous attends. Donc, je vais me souvenir de tes conseils : observe les mots, observe les pensées. Je les observerai et chercherai à la lumière dans les ténèbres. Merci pour ta compassion. Je n'oublierai jamais.

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vivarism 1 month ago

hope this post ruins my life

cloverbell 1 month ago

hey there, i sent you an email, take care and rest well the best you can

vivarism 1 month ago

i'm sorry to have tricked you too, lune, you dont desrve it at all. i have more to say but don't read any of it or else it will infect you and you'll die. be careful.

cloverbell 1 month ago

you haven’t tricked me, you are a person, one who I’ve connected with so naturally I care for you! Every interaction I’ve had with you has done nothing but bring me joy. I wouldn’t care for you the way I do if you truly brought me suffering. Consider what I sent you, please get the help you need. I’ll be here for you as always

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cloverbell 1 month ago

If you feel sorry for potentially hurting me and care enough about me to caution me, clearly you have goodness in you. You always have. Take care the best you can Flonne

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pumpkin-ninja 1 month ago

You have rights to ask for help, for love, for things you need. You have rights to feel sad, to cry a lot, to feel stuck in your life. But don't forget that, seasons will past and evolve. Humans are influenced by seasons, the beautiful days will come back. The rain too. Trust the life.

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pumpkin-ninja 1 month ago

We do care about you

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