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do u ever feel like "woooah this is weird im in the matrix" but then brush it off bc that's crazy to think about but then if there were some matrix theyd want you to think like that but that feels even crazier so you ignore it and then you catch a glimpse of that thing that triggered these thoughts and youre like "woooahg i could actually be in the matirx" btu tehn you
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barndoors's avatar barndoors 21 hours ago

i think im caught up on buttons i need more local news screenshots

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miela583's avatar miela583 17 hours ago

I was meteorologist! I hope I don't, like, have to go into the Zone for any forecasts, but I feel like if the flesh melting sludge rains start driving the sinkholes deeper, the ministry is gonna expect me to get my ass out there for a pressure reading.

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they seethe as i wake up loving myself and you and god (also us) i enjoy [redacted] before work it is snowing
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tabf5's avatar tabf5 6 days ago

bars I think

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barndoors's avatar barndoors 6 days ago

@tab have u ever felt the your spinal cord rooted deep into the core of the earth? sometimes i think i see thrhough your eyes..i wonder if weve ever shared dreams..

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brachypelmide's avatar brachypelmide 6 days ago

bars I think

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one time THEY put me in an mri machine and made me lick a popsicle stick covered in a bromine solution while showing me gore i was in there for seven hours and got paid in an eighty usd amazon gift card
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anthill's avatar anthill 1 week ago

storytime pleas

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barndoors's avatar barndoors 1 week ago

(https://barndoors.neocities.org/cbr.png) not much to say i needed money and was even dumber ten years ago. at the end of the day there was a cd with my name on it so i figured it was mine (or should be) they fed me a very good turkey sandwich after two hours then five hours straight. interspersed were 'regular' images of like bunnies and a house that i remember but otherwise it was p brutal

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ladyinbed's avatar ladyinbed 1 week ago

that sounds so messed up...

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anthill's avatar anthill 1 week ago

did They share their results with you? i'm assuming you gave informed consent and read about what they were researching... but in a study like this it would be good practice to give you an update with their findings, especially given the risk of traumatizing you with seven hours of gore

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barndoors's avatar barndoors 1 week ago

"informed consent" I was told I /may/ be shown some disturbing imagery im sure the realities would've been in the stack of consent forms I signed. but no updates and was never got told what the study was

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anthill's avatar anthill 1 week ago

boooo irresponsible human subjects research boooooooo

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anthill's avatar anthill 1 week ago

pulitzer prize

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barndoors's avatar barndoors 1 week ago

your kind words are worth more than any material recognition ty ant!

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.earlymaxxing. in my bird era. wormpilled.
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gratitude: work is always lame but I really like my new schedule
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'ive just been worried about my electrolyte intake' my guy you work at a desk and ate stouffers for lunch
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