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badgraph1csghost
7 months ago
"being imperfect won't kill you", that's one i've been trying to internalise for actual decades. I'm getting there I think, i'm more tolerant of my own imperfections now than i was when i was 16 i guess, so that's something.
ocrevol
7 months ago
haven't watched lain yet but this site (https://www.cjas.org/~leng/lain.htm) supposedly explains most of what happens pretty in-depth
badgraph1csghost
7 months ago
re: 65. data entry was the best job i've ever had. i could power through a stack of paperwork, listen to my playlists, go to the printer every so often, it was exactly what my brain needed! :3
badgraph1csghost
7 months ago
yardwork is the exact reason why i've been living in flats for most of my life. if grass is present, it is dealt with by SOMEONE ELSE.
swiftred
7 months ago
Extremely real. I kinda got roped into doing it, lol, with the caveat I can’t with 70°F+ temps. Were it up to me, I’d be okay living my whole life without a yard.
niicespiice
7 months ago
whats the duolingo ai usage??? but yeah i dont like duolingo, its trying way too hard to be cool buyt then it's just Lame. it doesn't terach people important skills and tricks them into thinking they're learning. and then people treat it as some kind of "definitive learning tool" despite how much the true learning communities say it's bad. ahhhhhh
niicespiice
7 months ago
very common sign of "But funny corporation haha!!!!!!" ahhh i hate it so much. also the streak thing reeks of Addiction Culture where youre like "b-bububut what about my INSTAGRAM REELS???"
damian-96
7 months ago
i first joined duolingo like 8 years ago when it was new and still p fun. i've cancelled all paying subscriptions to them now in favour of Busuu, where i've learned better in 2 years than the other 8... currently, for my brain, i'm trying to get to a certain streak, then i'm going to delete it.
swiftred
7 months ago
I think it'd be kind of funny to have a page full of conversations and quotes I eavesdropped on. Some people say the strangest things lol 😭
bearlythere
7 months ago
Love 58. Lately I've been making "bad decisions" (small things) on purpose just to try to familiarize myself with healthy ways of coping in those moments. I used to panic more, usually now I'm able to tell myself it will all work out in the end. Also, I'd love to see an eavesdropping/quotes page.
ocrevol
7 months ago
had a conversation about this today (lol), there are very few decisions you can make that will actually ruin your life forever, being stuck in decision paralysis and not doing anything as a result is usually worse for you than any mistake you can feasibly make (lotta modifiers needed to make sure nobody reads this and decides to rob a bank)(normal fear)
niicespiice
7 months ago
basically all of my friends seem to be struggling with this - even me to an extent - we just sit around Not Doing Anything, because we forgot, and then it's too late so we hope someone else will fix it for us. instead of owning up and actually fixing it ourselves huhuhghgahghhg. running away
badgraph1csghost
7 months ago
Re: 59. I hate how people want you to turn your favourite things into a side hustle. It was so hard unlearning that (i'm still having trouble with it) and just creating things for the sake of creation. I refuse to sacrifice my passions on the altar of capitalism!
ocrevol
7 months ago
re:59 the thing about running a small business is that while it can be very fulfilling to work for yourself it generally becomes more of a full-time job than a regular full-time job would be, also yeah sometimes you just straight up don't want to, there's no getting around it work is work no matter what
niicespiice
7 months ago
"five year plan??" wait what actually is that?? is that a thing?? also yeah i hate the "you should sell your art" thing. it's annoying because it's implying i think it's morally okay to sell art. at this point i don't think it is - because art is inherintly part of speech/communication. it's like trying to sell an emotion or a word. you shouldn't do this
swiftred
7 months ago
@niicespiice, re: "five year plan," or rather, I'm asked, "Where do you see yourself in 5 years?" and I'm like, "I dunno???? I don't even know where I see myself tomorrow!!"
niicespiice
7 months ago
DO MOST PEOPLE KNOW WHERE THEY SEE THEMSELVES IN 5 YEARS???? I DONT THINK THEY DO??? RIGHT????
a-blue-in-a-sea-of-reds
7 months ago
Speaking of your microblog, I thought your post, “Villains & Gratefulness,” was powerful and well-written (and illustrated). 👏 I look forward to further exploring your cool website! 👍
swiftred
7 months ago
Thank you for the kind messages and the follow. It’s very, very meaningful to me! I look forward to exploring your cool 😎 website as well.
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ngl i'm still grieving a YOUTUBER getting rid of their channel. multiple years ago at this point. MULTIPLE YEARS AGO A YOUTUBER DELETED THEIR CHANNEL AND LITERALLY HAS A NEW ONE NOW AND I@M STILL GRIEVING IT. this is socially weird and in fact considered "immoral!"