Neocities

my least favorite take in the arts is criticizing a work for being "edgy shock factor with no substance" imagine going up to a drawing of a smiling flower and saying "mindless toxic positivity dribble". this has always bothered me its so hypocritical

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axayacatl 3 hours ago

how are people even defining substance? are things that do not illicit positive feelings void of substance? i feel that motivates the arts to be a form of consumption instead of experience

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sometimes i post sketches on bluesky that i don't post here either right away or at all, my blsky domain is the same as my neocities if youre interested ⛧_< link is also in my about page

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20 hours ago

if ur interested in a 20 dollar character sketch commission hmu through my email ! need the $ so i can get my guitar out of the shop for neck repairs

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axayacatl 16 hours ago

my zine "the resin" is also still available on itch.io for 5 smeckles

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axayacatl 1 day ago

my self care routines

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letslearntogether 1 day ago

Careful reflection upon virtue brings Self-awareness, and each moment presents an opportunity to act from that constructiveness. Thus, life itself becomes a meditation...heh, I sound like a fortune cookie.

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letslearntogether 1 day ago

Personally, "a fool focuses on what he lacks, while the wise accomplish much with little," is a lesson that I continue to learn. I do not want to squander or take for granted even the seemingly smallest of treasures, like time.

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letslearntogether 1 day ago

...Anyhoo, thank you for sharing your thoughts and routines! Helpful stuff.

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axayacatl 1 day ago

@letslearntogether i agree on your take! i think a reflective life is the core of mindfulness. i think it's good to fully saturate yourself in the present by falling into the mind and body, meditation helps me open up neural pathways that make that easier on a day to day

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axayacatl mental-labour

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can u recommend me a book to read tht u think i'd enjoy

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mental-labour 1 day ago

i'd have to see what books you like first lol

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axayacatl 1 day ago

i want to read something that feels like i am living in a medieval plague either literally or esoterically

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mental-labour 1 day ago

Hard to Be a God but you might actually like the film more

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sleepydawgs 1 day ago

@mental-labour that movie is insane

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letslearntogether 4 hours ago

Haha! Mission accomplished. That is the most accurate recommendation I've ever seen.

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axayacatl

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im rlly pleased with my progress in traditional art after a year it's making me want to keep going

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axayacatl

2 days ago

i am looking at you thru ur webcam. u look nice today. i've posted a new drawing

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axayacatl 2 days ago

+ took down the last one it was just too personal

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axayacatl

2 days ago

hehehehe hahaha haha!! teeheehee

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mental-labour 2 days ago

real

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labyrinth-limbo 2 days ago

heard

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axayacatl

2 days ago

blue period is my favorite ongoing manga rn it really pushes me to go against the odds

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toribytez 14-4ml

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OMG another peak site !! I too am a blue enjoyer!

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14-4ml 2 days ago

yessss #blue forever

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letslearntogether 3 days ago

On blog of the 23rd: Fantastic insight about apologizing in public! Any action that is performative, done simply to be seen, often seems to lack sincerity doesn't it.

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letslearntogether 3 days ago

Is it because, rather than true reconciliation, it seeks to inflate one's own ego through other's pity or praise? While intentions should not be assumed, they can often be felt, for intentions influence the quality of the actions extending from them.

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letslearntogether 3 days ago

I strongly agree that forgiveness can be freeing for both the giver and receiver when they are genuine. However, I also think that it is important to be able to let go when one feels like they are "owed" an apology, to "close the loop" as you so eloquently put it.

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letslearntogether 3 days ago

While I desire to give mercy for its own sake, I also do not want to be taken advantage of. Finding that balance has been tricky...and misplaced trust can literally be dangerous or deadly.

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letslearntogether 3 days ago

On blog of the 24th: While much lies outside of our control, there is incredible power in every choice that we make. What is the vision that you have for your own life and what constructive steps are you taking to get there?

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letslearntogether 3 days ago

Sometimes rejection can be a blessing in that it keeps us from situations where we will not be genuinely appreciated. Inversely, being lusted after is to be objectified, not actually cared for. Both situations feel like garbage.

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letslearntogether 3 days ago

You are strong, discerning, aware...not to mention, your art is cool. Your miracle(s) will come. Be steadfast in those constructive ways.

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axayacatl 3 days ago

@letslearntogether thank u for ur feedback i can tell a lot of thought went into it. on being objectified the pressure cooker feeling it leaves in the air keeps me independent. it leaves me feeling thankful for my talents in a way i never have as there is this sudden need to constantly humanize myself for no reason other than my own sanity

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letslearntogether 3 days ago

Not so much feedback as it is dialogue. I enjoy what you write and I try to show everyone care whenever I am aware enough to do so...Sis, you will never be anything less than human. Likewise, all human beings deserve dignity, so you have nothing to prove. To express gratitude for one's skills and to carefully hone them in order to help everyone in addition to oneself is always good though.

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letslearntogether 3 days ago

Also, you are already sane. We simply live within an insane society...But of course, I state this as a feral man-beast living out in the wilderness at the edge of the city. Society is filled with that "pressure cooker" feeling in various guises. I had to get away from it, even if it meant being homeless. Yet my love of humanity kept me engaged so that I might help to transform it in some small measure.

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axayacatl

5 days ago

i went on an apology tour and wrote about it in my latest diary entry, lmk what u think if u read it

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