Neocities allows anyone to create a free web site to express themselves. Want to create your own awesome site? Join us!
22yk01
1 year ago
This is heartbreaking, I'm so sorry for the loss. I hope you (and the mother) will heal from this soon. Good luck for your trip also
strawberryreverie
1 year ago
my heart is shattered reading this. rest in peace little ones. my condolences to you all. thank you for the sweet pictures.
vivarism
1 year ago
wow... so on brand of me to read this entry 20 minutes after it was published and then take a whole week to respond, right? i've been thinking about you a lot as you're in this transitory period in your life. suddenly, something will remind me of you and i'll wish with all my might that things are going well. it sounds like youve been through a lot of hardship-- pain you laugh your way through now, but really is
vivarism
1 year ago
unconscionable when you get down to it-- and i dont know if i should say "sorry" or applaud you for surviving. both i guess!! what i really want to say is that you can endure this. you can make it through every torturous, too-slow second standing between you and the life you need & deserve. one way or another, you'll get there, okay? i'd say "just hang on," but that'd imply more waiting. i think at a time like this,
vivarism
1 year ago
the best advice is "let go." when what youre clinging onto isnt working out, you might fare better at the bottom of the cliff...... you know in your heart what you need to do, and i'll keep rooting for you either way. one weeks-late comment and months-late email at a time <3
chrysanthemum
1 year ago
@vivarism how appropriate that my response is rather late, too, then! thank you for your kind words, as always. they mean a lot to me.
strawberryreverie
1 year ago
oh i completely understand that feeling of being restless because you want things changed, and you want them yesterday. but that's not how life works... i'm sorry you're having such a hard time right now! building a better life for yourself is never easy, especially with so many factors outside of your control, but i believe you can do it with a little patience.
vivarism
1 year ago
Ive been thinking about this entry since yesterday... It's only natural to be frustrated at times like this. You know what they say about the best laid plans of mice and men... But you're strong! Just keep pushing!! Don't let that fiery spirit go to waste, ya hear? Some things can't happen any faster than theyre happening, but that doesn't mean you gotta put yourself on pause. Youre going to make it one way or anothr
vivarism
1 year ago
and finally get to the life you want, need, and deserve to live. Something stable, not too hectic, but not too slow either... That coveted "walking pace" through life with all its struggles and joys. You have what it takes! Ganba!!!!
chrysanthemum
1 year ago
@strawberryreverie i'm glad someone understands. enduring the wait is so hard when you're impatient, but i will do my best. thank you for saying this.
chrysanthemum
1 year ago
@vivarism thank you flonne TT i needed to hear that even if things around me feel paused, i do not need to be paused...i think that is my worst fear, but i am sure this year will work out the way i want it to. hopefully the rest of this year is good to us both.
vivarism
1 year ago
Gas induced BL obsession... it happens to the best of us. You've got a lot going on rn but I know the "brisk walk" through life is within your reach, and it sounds like you're finally prioritising yourself, too. I believe that as long as we remember our own values, and reach as often as possible for the things we love, then everything will turn out okay. Keep it up! Ganbatte! I'm rooting for you always.
chrysanthemum
1 year ago
@vivarism thank you so much flonne T_T i am rooting for you too. best of luck in all your endeavors. everything will be okay for all of us; i truly believe this!
loves1ck
1 year ago
oh, i wish you a safe flight! it's funny how our bodies know our feelings innately even when we dont think about it. i hope the move and everything else that comes with it goes smoothly! โฅ good luck!
michaelmas
2 years ago
I hope this isn't weird to say or anything, but I'm at work today & during one of my shifts lasts week (?), I read about your cat Gaia & I haven't gotten it out of my head since. You were a good owner & she was lucky to have you โก The absolute love for your cat was able to shine through in every word you'd written. I'm sorry for your loss.
chrysanthemum
2 years ago
@vashti Thank you. This isn't weird, it's very sweet. I'm glad it's clear how much I love Gaia and I appreciate your kindness. โก
art music videogames programming games anime food personal writing cats blog movies books gaming fashion photography comics animation design horror game drawing coding arte manga portfolio furry reading ocs poetry cute technology musica kpop history animals education film fun literature roblox philosophy programacion sports nature html science tech programing videogame travel politics minecraft gamedev web love retro life school videojuegos computers youtube cartoons pokemon 2000s blogging diary fantasy illustration video pink dogs idk random gardening comic videos internet memes linux oc cooking ai y2k queer nostalgia kawaii arg tv test fandom webcomic journal crafts aesthetic worldbuilding cars emo business fanfiction news media vocaloid learning films health stuff silly space math fiction website stories cutecore culture 90s arts scifi etc painting journaling cat baking football graphics punk crochet homestuck 3d goth css marketing software cinema lgbt commissions pixelart diy psychology program sanrio archive sport artist dance digitalart shows me dnd series makeup comida characters metal trans creativity religion funny graphicdesign lgbtq editing lifestyle indie cool aboutme fanart entertainment friends streaming rpg clothes sonic code development plants story guitar scene javascript webcomics roleplay comedy languages everything electronics rock ttrpg sewing zines community weird engineering study aesthetics reviews webcore hacking gay cyberpunk beauty basketball webdesign educacion it originalcharacters fnaf soccer computer photos social vintage vtuber spirituality weirdcore deltarune informatica oldweb pets discord blogs project architecture coffee storytelling thoughts flowers biology vaporwave shop movie information hobbies clothing language shopping undertale japan lore nintendo magic mlp cosplay about creative fitness testing book ttrpgs chat radio fandoms experimental digital physics nothing html5 money alternative crypto blinkies websites astronomy info cybersecurity singing birds site bugs japanese tecnologia wip juegos personalwebsite anything crafting furries research witchcraft occult band autism finance tvshows other theatre gamedevelopment projects sleep sleeping profile moda television dolls resume futbol events lain vr work yaoi knitting interests all photo system vampires gatos linguistics genshin apps fish dreams transgender astrology romance splatoon wiki collecting frutigeraero meme poems python webdevelopment rap puzzle mentalhealth ghchs free toys fanfic aliens developer dancing visualnovels animes app animations windows carrd cartoon gothic family robots gym english stamps drawings tarot pixels marvel coquette bio essays hiking skateboarding dog gamedesign fortnite intro touhou medicine modding deportes pizza humor a chess journalism interactive security osc dragons puzzles characterdesign teaching gyaru mystery links mathematics online adventure hobby roleplaying gallery data fnf popculture yuri no zine rp birthday fansite creepypasta resources mythology traveling blender musicals lol objectshows jfashion ocean pixel zonelets vkei law gifs jogos myself dreamcore meow twitch novels piano introduction audio home ffxiv breakcore peliculas amor libros hiphop pjsk dark tf2 recipes noise style bfdi studying scenecore indiegames running stars privacy death communism shrine danganronpa paranormal podcast graphic activism progamming rpgs plushies swag robotics none production christianity hellokitty wrestling spanish car ecommerce foods socialmedia pictures twine utau bunnies boardgames android omori awesome craft pinterest jewelry lesbian filmmaking educational travelling volleyball songs outdoors things anarchism cine designing student god electronic geography vent misc dev deporte lolita grunge maths 3dmodeling scratch bl feminism collage girls webdev brasil dinosaurs sharks environment 80s store blue clowns realestate unblocked mario transformers old computing vtubers novel bitcoin jpop tools jazz starwars pc stickers college doom help alt jesus cafe acting fotografia construction images chemistry trains tea creepy bts yoga theater computerscience baseball tumblr services flash plurality event translation manhwa cyber java warriorcats args collection mcr programar vlog whatever lego horses multimedia whimsy epic escuela pastel programmer retrogaming videoediting pop cozy f1 videography southpark persona supernatural weed draw skating trading dj hardware yes gamer historia therian podcasts insects miku tiktok weather tabletop techno forum monsters programas tcc js opensource literatura truecrime socialism drama filmes dc medical people girly economics angels swimming kandi skincare ecology shoes bsd salud otherkin lgbtqia nerd green tattoos cricket 3dprinting maps trinkets surrealism sound restaurant hi ropa homepage learn freedom edm chatting enstars modeling estudiante search vhs cleaning fishing kirby animanga animales ideas turismo world digitalmarketing kidcore kdrama healthcare tourism author text artwork bible analysis hockey sociology halloween petz curso cultura tennis conspiracy service racing closedspecies livros chill videogaming sketching academia shitposting sculpture hardcore thrifting colors did brazil depression plural homework artes women cv bands knowledge egl analog wedding friendship programa christian creation furniture surreal drugs rats frogs eating visualnovel library scary writting networking general ambient programacao retrogames purple blockchain alterhuman hair sciencefiction university mobile sites aviation genshinimpact anarchy graffiti academic foss gacha mods tutorials wellness society practice cryptids glitch soft medieval ux truth mangas theology rpgmaker ghosts anthropology sustainability writer server 3dart cryptocurrency garden quotes cycling batman water estudio erotica informacion rants species yapping company schoolproject webseries magazine harrypotter onepiece programs esoteric ceramics talking otaku superheroes guns review tattoo nails character crocheting jjba forsaken conlang archives bot building neocities theory concerts live class analoghorror notes miriadax instagram shrines cs bikes illustrations french kids camping creating vampire spiderman kdramas startrek noticias performance scrapbooking disney animal meditation cards liminal chaos play css3 musicproduction os content church articles google selfship blood house decor shitpost lostmedia industrial handmade revival future twitter crime rhythmgames apple synthesizers seals folklore evangelion vida voiceacting shoegaze sanat terror originalcharacter unblockedgames training idols advertising communication crk dating ultrakill viajes frontend mylittlepony youtuber new interactivefiction party vlogs embroidery vrchat quiz sims vinyl disability creativewriting visualkei exercise designer calculator yumeship magick doodles animalcrossing poesia marxism satire paganism jobs commission prompts zelda neopets repair ia silliness animating creatures mtg rambling something joke facts adhd spooky vtubing desing datascience finalfantasy entretenimiento sweets islam programmation military geek shifting fanfics rainbow overwatch dandysworld black programm tareas hetalia miscellaneous cult randomstuff jokes shoujo tarea more vegan musics kink cheese halflife beach tecnology daily bass hack scp developing webring motorcycles anthro songwriting conlangs tamagotchi studies download spiritual happy photoshop vibes underground mha club oldinternet ranfren hotel zombies self ar todo mushrooms dungeonsanddragons warhammer ui arcane tips musician glitter jeux desarrollo collections beginner cities private mecha archival videgames 1 agriculture tokusatsu lofi tic pet gossip christmas yugioh doctorwho productivity trabajo secret faith drinks cottagecore streamer edits map rave musique stem stupid php projectsekai miniatures gender
Neocities preview is so mysterious. New post is here: https://chrysanthemum.neocities.org/posts/070924/