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divergentrays
3 weeks ago
I spent years being sleep-deprived due to a sleep apnea chronic snorer on the other half of the bed. I feel for you and hope you get some good sleep soon!
garfriend
1 month ago
Baseball >> American football. Baseball is much more American and more entertaining than football. If I had to pick a sport to watch that wasn't a motorsport, it would absolutely be baseball. I'll always miss the stupid Metrodome "We like it here"
oscarspage
1 month ago
I don't know how people enjoy football. You sit through commercials of hair loss treatments, dick pills, and gambling ads, and then you get maybe a minute of action. Somehow it's even worse to see in person.
palmistshouse
1 month ago
Baseball is fun to play, but I've never watched it on TV. The pro games can get crazy long, I know there was a game once that was like 30+ innings or something.
oscarspage
1 month ago
>palmistshouse: Yes! That was one of my favorite things, the possibility of a long game. THEY hate you and America and they introduced the manfred man (zombie runner) to prevent this: in extra innings, there's automatically a runner on second. Disgusting! I watched the Astros-Mariners 18 inning game. At inning 12 I drove to see a movie, when I came out it was still going!
tchun
1 month ago
WBC was great this year too. there really is something special about baseball, i have tattoo related to it and am currently wearing a mariners hat but have never actually been a huge fan lol
palmistshouse
1 month ago
@ Oscarspage, similar thing happened to my dad and uncle when they were younger. Went to see a local game, it lasted until dark and they ended up just going home because it wasn't worth it to be there anymore.
oopsiedoodle
1 month ago
I only follow baseball as a whole closely enough to know the most famous players and most of the controversies, but I do keep up with my local team (the Twins). Love baseball season. I think it's the only sport where you can eat during the game, so it's my kinda thing. Will never not be impressed by how fluidly those guys let sunflower seeds fall out of their mouths.
oscarspage
1 month ago
>oopsiedoodle: sunflower seed consumption was the only baseball skill I ever got proficient at
benny1548132
1 month ago
baseball's cool. i mean, it's fun. i like playing it (well, i used to, i can't now) and watching people i know play it, more than i like watching it on TV. i find professionals -- in all fields -- to be boring
isomorphie
1 month ago
This is coincentally my year of baseball! Ill post my fantasy lineup sometime. Im rooting for my god awful sox unfortunately
palmistshouse
2 months ago
I used to work at a gym many lifetimes ago and cleaning the men’s restroom was the worst!!!!! Some people genuinely do not know how to use the toilet correctly.
garfriend
2 months ago
Shitbox cars, my favorite! Tab sends me shitboxes they find all the time, and I send them honda fit stuff :p
garfriend
2 months ago
Growing out of kissing is cringe. Life is so no good if there is no kissing in it. Everyone kiss more NOW even if it's just a peck on the head of a little critter
oopsiedoodle
2 months ago
you have a really compelling writing style. knowing absolutely nothing about opera, i so enjoyed this post.
garfriend
2 months ago
No use in being bitter. The new guy should be the bitter one. I hope the nights don't eat you alive. We're all deeply invested in seeing you succeed :)
palmistshouse
2 months ago
The Count of Monte Cristo makes for an excellent read and an even tastier sandwich
sanji
2 months ago
i hope u enjoy count of monte cristo! i read it last summer and was just blown away by the story. it's great to be able to reclaim some of the duller moments onboard by reading and doing your own things (and finding things to keep the evil idleness away at night is so important..). cheers and be kind to yourself :)
palmistshouse
3 months ago
You have a really compelling way of writing about even the most simplest of things. It’s so captivating
oopsiedoodle
3 months ago
So interesting to hear about boat life. My brother worked on a bunch of Alaskan fishing boats, it was always neat to hear what the work was like, what the people were like. Thanks for sharing your experience
sanji
3 months ago
yess are you guys just doing prep/refitting work to prepare for the summer season?? that sounds a bit dull but its also a little interesting too to see how much happens onboard. hope you arent too bored out of your mind or lonely being onboard for so long :P
oscarspage
3 months ago
sanji: Yup, I believe we just finished the rest of the painting today. A relief and also a shame because I wanted to learn more about the rust treatments.
sanji
3 months ago
YAYY i can't wait to hear about it sometime :> hope you get to see many amazing things during your time onboard !
garfriend
4 months ago
That fish doesn’t even know what’s happening in the world. Oh, to be a trout…
onlytrichromatic
4 months ago
God I felt that. I felt similarly frustrated and conflicted a couple years ago because autistic friends and accquaintances would basically often tell me "damn dude you sound kinda autistic". Then yeah same thing doing test and whatnot and thinking maybe I'd have an answer to "what the fuck is wrong with me". But ultimately I'm kinda in the same boat, there doesn't seem to be a reason to agonize over it or pursue a--
onlytrichromatic
4 months ago
--diagnosis. And at the end of the day I no longer care to find an answer to "what the fuck is wrong with me". Basically just hey its find that my brain is not quite normal, I'll just learn to live with it I guess. Hope you can be forgiving as you said :3
palmistshouse
4 months ago
I have kind of the opposite problem, I was diagnosed with autism as a small child and I’ve had people tell me I’m not autistic (including some of my own family members) because I don’t fit their very antiquated and narrow view of the condition..
benny1548132
4 months ago
i'm autistic. first i was self-diagnosed, then i got a "real" diagnosis because...i dunno, my parents constantly insulted me, calling me "Aspy," but also called me "too smart/charismatic/funny" for autism; i wanted to prove i was right for once. i'm normally never that specific about it because i think i could/do have other stuff going on, too, but i'm also fully anti-psych, i hate the DSM-5, etc. but i will share my
benny1548132
4 months ago
diagnoses with you -- not all of them, god, again, i consider most of the microlabels useless and/or only useful for the people/places that want to dehumanize us; i saw you immediately associate autism with deficiency, i do recommend being more forgiving of yourself -- but that one. as a marker of solidarity
garfriend
4 months ago
I’m in the EXACT place especially after I got medicated for my anxiety. I don’t plan on seeking a diagnosis either because of the American political climate. I worry that people would treat me differently if I was diagnosed also :/
oscarspage
4 months ago
Thank you, everybody. It's a relief to hear that others feel this and to hear it from another side. @benny1548132 I share your rejection of diagnoses and I apologize for the association with "deficiency". I think I resisted the possibility for so long because my family would use it as an insult. I guess me not wanting to admit they might be ""right""
oopsiedoodle
4 months ago
Thanks for sharing this. It's something I've been exploring myself for the past year or so. All of the self-assessments say yes. I haven't asked many people what they think because I find it kind of embarrassing to ask. I don't think I need to know for sure, but the thought has helped me advocate for myself. I've been prioritizing my downtime to recharge outside of work lately and it's helped immensely.
oopsiedoodle
4 months ago
And I guess in some sense, the possibility of being autistic also helped me let myself off the hook on some things. Like, I was beating myself up about not getting promoted at work this past year. And it’s not that I think autistic people shouldn’t be in leadership roles, but I’m recognizing that I just don’t have the personality they’re looking for and never will. It’s simultaneously freeing and disappointing.
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