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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

Just noticed: 666 updates. Nice.

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr updated PAINTKILLER

2 months ago

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letslearntogether ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

It might worthwhile to make your own portable shower rather than relying on a Loves/YMCA or gym membership Example: https://youtu.be/XEnlZeRu3x0 Fancier builds are possible depending on what one has to work with. Example: https://youtu.be/MoiBSK5G_K4 At that point, it becomes only a matter of finding a source of water and a private spot to use it.

letslearntogether 2 months ago

Public parks with water fountains are rad for freely filling up large jugs at odd hours. Many supermarkets have water vending machines that are relatively cheap if other clean water sources are hard to find. Generally, it is a good practice to map out areas that have been helpful for survival (e.g.: pin these locations on Google Maps for future reference).

letslearntogether 2 months ago

Since it is a bummer to wear dirty clothes after showering, similar considerations can be applied to laundry. Some use little handcranked or pedal-powered washing machines, or make one out of two industrial buckets and a sink plunger. To be honest, I find a lot of that impractical. A small washboard and a large bowl for holding wash water is good if you can manage it. Where to ring out and hang?

letslearntogether 2 months ago

Availability of showers and laundromats is variable for me. I rely heavily on disinfectant wipes to keep fresh, shampooing and brushing whenever I can refill my water bottle. I also regularly spray down my clothes with antibacterial laundry spray and let them air out. If I have enough water while out in the desert, I will sometimes wash things by hand or in a small zipper bag too.

letslearntogether 2 months ago

I have never had to take care of a pet out in the wild/on the streets, but that adds other factors to it. The portable shower might help to keep Ella clean too. I did hear about one guy using his food money to regularly buy things that both he and his dog could eat rather than buying separate food for them both. These little ideas sometimes go a long way in helping one to save money over time.

letslearntogether 2 months ago

...Anyhoo, you are probably already familiar with all of this. If it is not helpful, let me know and I will shut up. A lot of the worry and stress that I had when homelessness was suddenly thrust upon me would have been lessened if someone had shown me how to find reliable ways of meeting our basic needs. I always try to do the same. Take care.

ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 2 months ago

LLT - definitely appreciate the thought, consideration, and share. Right now, it's mostly a financial obstacle to getting a lot of that sort of thing in place. I'm managing alright, for the time being. Not saying it's not a struggle, but I've got other things to prioritize. Also, I don't wanna settle into homeless life too much, a little discomfort is good motivator!

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

Thank you! You know who you are. <3

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bunnyboyblog ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

cool blog!

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 2 months ago

It’s just me rambling about my fucked up life but thanks lol!

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bunnyboyblog 2 months ago

@ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr i was mostly talking about the interface since i haven

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bunnyboyblog 2 months ago

*havent read about ur stuff yet ldsfjsdlkj

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

If anyone has any DoorDash gift cards or similar that they’re not using, I could definitely benefit from them. Pretty damn hungry, no cash, and little gas left in the vehicle.

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antikrist ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

omg you're back!! yayy :)

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr updated PAINTKILLER

2 months ago

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keysklubhouse 2 months ago

I'm sorry it came to this, man. Really hope you can secure another place sooner rather than later. Pet the pupper for me. ❤️🫂

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 2 months ago

KEY - thank you <3 dog petted :) appreciate you!

ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

Found a chill spot with low traffic and Ella is doing pretty well. She's fed and has treats, but I been eatin' chips all day cuz I didn't think to pack easily prepared food. Learning curve for sure.

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 2 months ago

I'll try to flood the newsfeed timeline less and invest updates and energy into legit website updates, sorrry gang, just gttin' my bearings.

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letslearntogether 2 months ago

I gave up on 12+ years of veganism because I felt like I was dying with how little I ate for how much I have to move and carry. Mostly live off of canned spagetti, tuna packets, and old discounted bakery bread. Plain Greek yogurt, granola, and salad kits when they are on sale. Canned beans and veg every now and then. Powdered milk and breakfast shakes when I need extra vitamins and can afford it.

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letslearntogether 2 months ago

Dumpster diving and skimming trash cans doesn't always yield edible food around here, but I am grateful for the times that it did. If you can manage it somehow, being able to cook opens a lot more options. The less of a trace that you can leave, the better. Example: https://youtu.be/SF993dqT2v4 Be careful trying to use electric hotplates on random outlets. "Theft of utility services".

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letslearntogether 2 months ago

Whatever happens, don't get discouraged. Continue to take care of yourself (e.g.: hygiene, sobriety, stress management and other forms of self-care, etc.). Have constructive goals to work towards. And always remember that the kindness that you sincerely give will eventually be returned to you. At the moment, my means are limited, but if there is something I can do to help, reach out.

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr updated PAINTKILLER

2 months ago

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 2 months ago

Just tryna get some delayed updates in before my internet connectivy gets more questionable, think I got all the buttons for who I'm following added, lemme know if I missed you, it wasn't purpose I swear!

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

Sorry for blowing up the newsfeed with my drama, attacking this obstacle head on and will come through the other side eventually. Thank you to those that have helped and sent me messages of support. Big love. <3

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letslearntogether 2 months ago

I wish I was in a position to help...I can identify with the situation...May you have peace, strength, and stability. 🙏🕊️ Stay safe out there.

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enflicted 2 months ago

I've only been visiting neocities everyone once in awhile, wish I has the means to help you out too bro, I do wish you luck my man, I hope it all works out for you.

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pip-pepping 2 months ago

manifesting that it gets better, will try to see how i can support when i next can

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

Received an email that looked soooooo legit that I received a payment of 1.4 Ethereum - that’s like $2500USD! - and I thought my prayers had been answered. Of course it’s fake. :( Still trying to get rent together, shy $430 if anyone can help, it’s getting down to the wire for impending eviction. :( PayPal - aintiller@protonmail.com

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2 months ago

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futureperfect 2 months ago

Been off neocities forever now and trying to work up coming back, only to see your current situation. Kills me to know you and others out there are going through stuff like this. I know it ain’t much, but I hope it helps. Stay up, big dawg. I’ll help when I can.

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 2 months ago

FP - Thanks so much, yo! It means more than you know! I wish I could say I was alone in this struggle, but the face is the few people I do know are also in the thick of it. Thanks again! <3

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

Ozzy's final ever live performance wrapped up not too long ago. Vids are tear-jerking for this old man. Gonna need a minute when he passes on. ALSO: Still tryna get rent together, short $450 if you can help - PayPal: aintiller@protonmail.com <3

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caitsith ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

fellow webmaster paintkiller on here could really use the help with paying rent. if anyone has the ability to contribute, their paypal is aintiller@protonmail.com !

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 2 months ago

Thanks for the share! Currently $450 shy, literally anything helps!

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caitsith ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

is it alright if i boost ur paypal as a post on my profile? I don't have the means to help financially but i am wishing you the best <3

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 2 months ago

Absolutely! Thank you so much! <3

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caitsith 2 months ago

Np!!!

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lakestheguy ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

paintkiller needs help paying their rent! just letting my followers know because i'm not in a position to fund them. their paypal is aintiller@protonmail.com

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 2 months ago

Shy $500 atm, recently employed and able to pay back over time, can't thank you enough for the share! <3

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

I hate to keep askin' but I got almost no one here where I moved and my landlord is threatening eviction by the 10th, as we head into a holiday wknd where I can get nothing accomplished. I recently secured employment at a local groecery store. I've been living without power, borrowing from a shared outlet in the hall to keep my food cold. My first paycheck will not be until the last half of the month.

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 2 months ago

If you ever wanted to help someone out, I couldn't use it more. Message me to discuss if you're concerned about simply donating and would like to be paid back. I've exhausted all my minimal resources.

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 2 months ago

My PayPal is - aintiller@protonmail.com <3

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lakestheguy 2 months ago

good luck! here's hoping you make it through this and your situation gets better

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr 2 months ago

LAKESTHEGUY - thank you, fam! <3

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

2 months ago

Finally scored a full time job. Working on updates in Pheonix (thanks for the recs!) for a fresh overhaul when I'm not workin'. Grinding on gettin' rent together. Any help appreciated, PayPal is aintiller@protonmail.com - still about $500 shy.

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ppaaiinnttkkiilleerr

3 months ago

If ain't no one told you today, I love you. Me, just diving into Pheonix Code and hoping to have some updates posted sooner than later. Go easy, shit is fucked out there.

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