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sorry for being so negative last night. it's just that i'm BARELY starting to realize that my parents are terrible people. i've known for a long time that they were my abusers, but i never went as far as to say that they are just bad people.

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melchi0r 2 years ago

like i gave them so many chances & rationalized their behavior in various different ways. i even told myself that it was my DUTY as their child to take care of them. but honestly, they don't deserve that. they're so bigoted & horrible

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melchi0r 2 years ago

i can't imagine coming out to them as trans. their opinion of trans people is so shockingly low despite the fact that they don't engage with trans people on a daily basis

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misswannabe 2 years ago

Don't worry, when my PTSD amnesia fades, I really become like this as well!! So it's alright!!

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2 years ago

Am I the only person who did not see the appeal of "My Dress-up Darling"? I mainly say this because one of the foreign language titles turned me off (title was "Sexy Cosplay Doll").

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jsjjdjdjdj 2 years ago

I haven’t watched/read it yet, but according to the many reviews I’ve seen about it, the foreign titles as you said and constant fan service seem to be the only issues, and these are the only reasons why I probably won’t be giving it a watch

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arandomsite 2 years ago

never heard of it

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blamensir 2 years ago

modern romance anime targeted towards young males irks me overall to be honest

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cabbagesorter 2 years ago

One of the most awful romance anime ive ever had the displeasure of witnessing

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sakana 2 years ago

Watched it, it was nice but not something I'd rewatch and didn't leave an impact on me. A nice thing I can say about it is that it's an extremely rare anime where the relationship between the protagonists feels completely believable.

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sakana 2 years ago

Marin falls in love with Gojo later, after they've spent ample time together. They have common interests. Gojo respects her and wants to do such a good job on her costume he studiously plays the H-game that Marin's cosplay comes from, and ends up really liking the story and being able to talk to her about it! Marin genuinely respects him for his unconventional passion, crafting traditional Japanese dolls.

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sakana 2 years ago

These are believable people with a believable, mutual romance (not better than Toradora, though). By contrast most characters FOTM romance anime (to me at least) have like, 0 chemistry and the romance feels fake and arbitrary. Like author wish fulfillment, "hot girl repeatedly throws herself at awkward loser boy for no discernible reason".

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melchi0r

2 years ago

being trans—at least in my experience—means loving oneself & one's world to such an extent that one would rather be hated by all the world than convert. i think this is what the contemporary trans community has in common with the early Christians

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melchi0r 2 years ago

sorry, i'm kinda rambling rn and my thoughts aren't very cohesive. i think i am going to go to bed now

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maxwellmacarthur 2 years ago

I’m not trans, I’m gay, and I wholeheartedly agree. It took me a very long time, but finally I’ve recently come to actually like the fact that I’m gay after years and years of wishing I wasn’t, and then accepting it with neutrality. I’m 26 now and only maybe a year ago did I come to the place where I wouldn’t change things given the opportunity.

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maxwellmacarthur 2 years ago

The early Christians, the christians living under Tokugawa Ieyasu, many Muslims in the world today, pretty much any religious person in North Korea, all love their god enough that all the hate in the world couldn’t sway them and that’s a beautiful thing. I love my god as much too, but I finally also love myself enough to say the same.

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maxwellmacarthur 2 years ago

Thank you for talking about this I think it’s important for people who aren’t in that place yet. And sorry for rambling myself lol

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melchi0r

2 years ago

all of the things my parents have said about queer people hurt me so bad now. even before discovering i was trans/enby their words hurt. but now they feel like being stabbed over & over again

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melchi0r 2 years ago

sorry, i've been making many, many realizations about my past relationships these past few days. i think Providence allowed me to become trans so that i could, finally, love myself for who i am. but this form of intense self-love involves some temporary, immediate pain. that usually takes the form of abandoning destructive friendships & reevaluating my relationship with my parents

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melchi0r

2 years ago

the amount of times my parents have compared themselves—essentially white middle class Americans—to Jews in the Holocaust (bc of the "woke" left) is absolutely disgusting to me.

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melchi0r 2 years ago

& I'm sure they wouldn't care about the oppression of LGBTQ+ under the Nazi regime. For people that talk so much about preserving history, they really know nothing about it

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melchi0r 2 years ago

I've tried humanizing & empathizing with my parents my whole life (bc they literally made me to be this way), but thinking about all of the ridiculous statements they've made makes it really hard to be compassionate torwards them. In fact, I would rather be anywhere else than with them

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something-eternal monachopsis

2 years ago

Your site looks great so far ! :>

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monachopsis 2 years ago

aaaaah tysm! i appreciate it :3

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something-eternal 2 years ago

bookmarks page is up ! though for now it's just japanese learning resources :>

pagespages mew151

2 years ago

Nice website. I really like the layout and how you have themed each individual page. Might I ask what your favorite anime is? Mine is Cowboy Bebop. That aside, I look forward to seeing how your website will continue to grow. Keep up the good work!

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mew151 2 years ago

Thanks! My favorite anime right now is probably a show called PriPara (which I eventually plan on having a shrine to)... although funnily enough I've actually watching Cowboy Bebop for the very first time recently!

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pagespages 2 years ago

I should check out Pripara. I have been on a sour streak when watching anime so do not expect too much as far as knew articles, but a PriPara review will happen eventually.

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pagespages

2 years ago

Outside of Clannad and Full Metal Panic, what is the appeal of Kyoto Animation? After having seen some of Dragon Maid, Kanon and Haruhi Suzumiya, and honestly, I don't see them as the masterpieces everyone calls them.

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pagespages

2 years ago

I introduce to you: the Markroll: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09YYGMolO3I . Let us make this blow up on-line!

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hellokittygirl 2 years ago

this goes hard

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arcobaleno 2 years ago

hell yeah, this is a bop, added instantly to playlist!

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wayrift soulstuff

2 years ago

Thank you for the follow!

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pagespages

2 years ago

Any music suggestions for the playlist? Please keep in mind that it is mainly 1990s-2000s Eurobeat with some J-Trance and a couple of other odd bits mixed in.

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empeethree 2 years ago

I'm into Initial D Eurobeat!

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madville 2 years ago

GO BEAT CRAZY! by fastway

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something-eternal

2 years ago

is catbox down for anyone else rn ?

pklucky 2 years ago

yeah looks like its down

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pagespages

2 years ago

An old guidance counselor of mine used to pronounce ramen noodles as Rayman noodles. Now I cannot stop thinking about it.

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pagespages 2 years ago

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dawnvoid 2 years ago

wtf

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2 years ago

Anybody here disguise their identity in on-line college courses? I refuse to reveal my face due to a skin condition that I am sensitive about, as well as reveal anything to do with anime (mainly because of being called a "degenerate" and stuff).

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pnnamerica 2 years ago

There was this cute chick when I went to highschool with Vitiligo all over her body and face. She looked like a cow person. Super cute to me. And she was insecure too. Still. Some fucking fit chad took her from me. Curse you fit chad. Leave some for the rest of us.

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hellokittygirl 2 years ago

"chad" 💀💀

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sakana 2 years ago

I graduated from law school in mid-2015 and my tertiary education predates COVID-times, I don't know how I'd handle it if I studying now. I guess I don't like being on camera and I'd probably fight against it if webcams were encouraged or required for remote lectures.

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