bluef00t
5 years ago
I am not your therapist but I have never met a body that wasn't gross. even beautiful life is organic matter with all the disgusting side effects that entails
bluef00t
5 years ago
and even the scum in your sink that isn't aware enough to know that it's gross is, miraculously, alive. people are ecosystems but they don't like to think about that
bluef00t
5 years ago
philosophy is a terrible way to make yourself feel better but is a pretty nice way to distract yourself
0shame
5 years ago
I think I know how you feel. I wish I could be there to see how beautiful you really are and give you a hug if you're comfortable.
arkmsworld
5 years ago
Though never having met you irl, I'd be willing to lay a sizeable bet that none of those things are actually true. :)
cybersparkle
5 years ago
I know that feeling all too well..I don't know if something is going on or not but whatever it is, I am wishing you the best โค
38cautionzone
5 years ago
Honestly, life is alway an pain for us, but we all know that, if we keep our optimistic, we can be happy in the end so, even if this sound clichรฉ, don't give up.
I think if you stripped a 4x game to its barest elements, sort of like https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.wardrumstudios.auralux2, it could be in scope for a second or third game. The first game you make should be something *really* simple, like pong. I actually taught a class in game development, so I'd be glad to help you starting out if you want to.