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wraithcastle
2 months ago
the doubt is fear you are cool and deserve autonomy benny i believe in you
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this is kinda stupid, but it's so much harder to code on nekoweb. most of it's just copy-pasting what i have here, but certain things that don't break anything here break stuff there. i don't get it!
neocities even allowing data scrapers plus a few other omens have me convinced i should set up a mirror site, at least, on nekoweb or something.
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y'all. thoughts on this? (kind of important): https://mystsaphyr.neocities.org/ (there's a thing on that page, that's kind of important, i mean...)
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oooooh. new and controversial and exciting blog post https://benny1548132.neocities.org/journal i feel like i'm shaking
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benny1548132
2 months ago
i'm not putting on a little show for you guys. i saw this, what i'm writing about, i saw this, and then i immediately got up and then started pacing and it's fucked up and i'm only even sharing it more intrusively/openly this time because i want to feel like i'm not alone. i want someone to respond
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wraithcastle
2 months ago
i dont have much to say other than this echoes a lot of thoughts of feelings ive been having lately. i hope you dont have to see that person anymore at all
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sophistry
2 months ago
thank you for sharing this, its fucking hard to deal with encountering someone like that after you think youre done. it kind of reminded me a relationship i was in, in a weird way. & relationships are about character more than labels for sure. 🫂
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benny1548132
2 months ago
thank you, too. 🫂 and i mean, even more than individual character, community does matter, and. oh. it's all more complicated than i can articulate right now, check tomorrow lol. thank you again
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benny1548132
2 months ago
status cafe "microblog" (ew. more like SHORT DUMPA SHIT) on my main blog page now
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i took the statuscafe thing off. it irritated me idek. maybe i'll put it somewhere else or find a different/customized widget