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tfw you hav a friend over and your parents are telling each other and you off and calling you pet names and there's tension building in front of your friend and everyone thinks it's someone else's fault except for me cause i know it's my fault and i wanna crawl into a hole and die there
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still got this fuck ass cough.......
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fishgallery's avatar fishgallery 1 week ago

drink more tea brah

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chrischross's avatar chrischross 1 week ago

me too it sux

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new blogs (plural) (i've posted a few in a row recently)
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benny1548132's avatar benny1548132 3 weeks ago

i'm kind of tired of doing this. not blogging, but blogging about blogging, basically. why don't you guys just make a commitment to go and check every so often?

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obviously, what ICE is doing is terrible, and Nazi-like, yes. and i need you all to know that the Nazis learned from the u.s., and how they captured, tortured, killed, & 'owned' runaway slaves and indigenous people. may not be articulating this well but violence is foundational to the u.s. and it should not surprise you and it is not new and your race/domestic loyalty will not save you
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benny1548132's avatar benny1548132 3 weeks ago

...oh, the things white people will do for white people. yeah, the murders were unjust & tragic, and seeing even the most superficial, passive people who normally don't do shit but clutch their pearls up in arms about this is so...pissing me off

new blog
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new blog (and if you recognize some of it nuh-uh you don't i deleted that draft/page for a reason)
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i was just fucking talking about the four humors https://uquiz.com/quiz/mTVid8/four-humors-omegaverse-type
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benny1548132's avatar benny1548132 1 month ago

they told me i was a melancholic omega. i disagree solely because they called me the top of the food chain and said i could be fixed

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underwhite's avatar underwhite 1 month ago

I don't know if a phlegmatic beta is bad or not but I got dat

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chesca's avatar chesca 1 month ago

whats difference in omegaverse like is alpha worse n omega less apparent?

benny1548132's avatar benny1548132 1 month ago

i have no idea. despite being a dog/wolf guy i dunno shit about the alpha/omega-verse

i am literally just generally cool with everyone. i feel that that is true. and then my heart stops when i witness cringe lib behavior and i have to manually force a restart on my self otherwise i start spiraling because god i'm gonna die alone and a virgin
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benny1548132's avatar benny1548132 1 month ago

that is the funny, horny, unserious version of what happens. (where is a principled faggot to find another principled faggot?) what actually happens is i get so overwhelmed by the casual cruelty & disengenousness of nearly every single person around me that it can make me break down...(where is a human being to find another human being?) (is love dead?) please fuck me

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benny1548132's avatar benny1548132 1 month ago

or please fucking kill me

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i love my website. not because it's good or anything but because it's a safe place (relatively, i know) (but it's the only place i can even pretend is safe) for me to express myself and meet people as myself without needing to mask who i am. i love this stupid little website. i love you guys. i love that some of you seem to like me. some of you have emailed me. i don't even know why. i don't think i deserve it
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new blog + there was a poll there, too. i deleted it after it got all the results it was gonna get, but i screenshotted the results, so that i can remember & look back on how you fucking crazies validated me. thank you to everyone who did
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