i'm considering deleting my site and just starting over. i'm not particularly attached to the account itself but i'll probably reuse my code
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i'm fine btw i'm always just mildly ??? it's kind of like a program that runs in the background and i just haven't been able to terminate it yet
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venting is always so embarrassing for me but honestly nobody cares so i'm just gonna get over it. i'm probably better off writing about the things that bother me rather than farting around
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i kind of hate school and i feel like there are so many ppl who dislike me and idek them fr and i actually struggle to care anymore because like GOD. look in my eyes and tell me i'll be thinking about any of this bullshit a couple of years later, even? pieces are shifting all the time so why fixate on any of them at all? i never even wanted to be here in the first place, so why would anything here matter to me? yk???
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bugcake
5 days ago
the more frustrating part is when they act as if you ever would care if that makes any sense??? like who are you
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aznet
5 days ago
Keep the parts and lessons, leave the people behind. Friends come and go. Existence is forever.
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self awareness is great but then it's like what am i supposed to do with it. now i have two live fish in each of my hands just flopping . pray tell
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aznet
5 days ago
Dissect the fish and learn how they work. Use its scales and bones to craft new tools. Consume its flesh to learn its way of being.
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also real as fuck. i do recommend having at least one outlet for communication/self-expression, to just, not go nuts. email or a website will do fine. social media sucks ass