"I kinda sink into doing my own thing and feel weird about reaching out to people for no reason." I can relate to this. Even when I need help I usually find a solution that doesn't rely so much on others.
Maybe you should rest and then continue when you feel better? Check out this magazine, focused about idling and enjoying life: https://www.idler.co.uk/
Not so long ago I heard it suggested that motivation is a myth; the key seems to be to replace this with building routines.
THANK YOU!!!! I love ur selection color btw its so pretty!!!