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swiftred
2 years ago
My second entry for muse is now out =) I'm letting out a deep sigh as I release this one
owlroost
2 years ago
I'm proud of you for finding that way out and holding tight to it. It's okay to be scared of the unknown, but it says a lot about a person's strength when they continue alongside their fear. I believe in you. Sending all the best wishes- may life be an upwards arc of things getting better for you from here.
iztopher
2 years ago
I'm proud of you for making it this far, and I'm excited for the next chapter of your life! may it give you the breathing space you need to find out how to be yourself as an adult. i definitely relate to feeling like you've lost your younger fire
cheytopia
2 years ago
Wishing you all the peace and space to heal and grow. I'm so glad you made it to a safe place <3
kph
2 years ago
Wow! I've got chills. You're a very clear and emotive writer. And I'm so very excited for you, with the end of this dark winter in sight. Sort of like a yule celebration--you're halfway through this long dark. :)
swiftred
2 years ago
@owlroost that means so so much, thank you for the well wishes and kind words. I definetely viewed my fear as a weakness, so this is a beautiful, empowering reframe
swiftred
2 years ago
@kph that's very evocative imagery, thank you for the thoughtful message. It's about time, it's been night for so long! It touches me that you find my writing to be clear and emotive. I will hold that close to me for a long time <3
tehuan
2 years ago
wow, this piece was so intense and wonderful. so proud of you for how far you've made it. it's always okay to be scared, and i'm wishing you luck as time goes on!
swiftred
2 years ago
So many wonderful additions to the button wall. I'm so grateful for all the new, positive interactions <3
veyther
2 years ago
YOOOOO IM THERE HI BUTTON ME (I honestly really want to make a mutals page maybe thats what ill tonight hrmm yes i think I will) ALso I listened to ctrl by sza because you said it was one of your favourite albums on your about page and it is just so damn good!!!
swiftred
2 years ago
YOOOOOOO HI =D I can't believe you listened to it because of me :,3 I'm really glad you liked it!! It brought me so much comfort, I had it on repeat for at least four months
vagueshape
2 years ago
omg thank you! i honestly never expected anyone to read any of my work lol, but i'm glad it resonated :)
rareoarfishsightings
2 years ago
super kind of you to reach out whaaaa ..... thank you so much, it's been getting better ! love your art as well, hope the your imposter syndrome gets better too
trinityexe
2 years ago
Thank you so much! I appreciate the follow from you as well, your site is full of so much you've created and it's awesome getting to see it all, you're really talented!
ocrevol
2 years ago
thank you Swiftred (: I'm looking forward to yours as well, I resonated with your first entry + find your blog posts very thought-provoking
swiftred
2 years ago
Added my in-class drawings for my Drawing I class. So many of them are gesture drawings so, really, not the prettiest thing you've ever seen
badgraph1csghost
2 years ago
"not the prettiest thing", and then you come in with something like Davinci's notebook XD Have faith in yourself, you're doing great work!
michaelmas
2 years ago
Beautiful artwork aside, I have a lot of respect in the way you show your rought drafts/sketches. It takes a lot of self confidence to do that, so it's really cool of you. Sometimes it can be hard to resist only putting forth the most polished versions of ourselves.
swiftred
2 years ago
That is so so true!! Thank you, Vashti <3 It means a lot, and it's very encouraging. I felt exposed posting it, but it's an attempt to let go of the perfectionism a little :,)
confettiguts
2 years ago
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR REACHING OUT :') I'M HAPPY MY EXPERIENCE RESONATED WITH YOU, AND IT HELPS ME FEEL A LITTLE LESS LONELY IN THE END
swiftred
2 years ago
This means so much coming from you!! Thank you kindly! I really look up to you. You were one of the first few websites I found here, and I feel at home reading your essays.
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Whew. This was bleak but very interesting!
@cheytopia thanks for reading!