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swiftred
1 year ago
thank you!! I cannot take credit, it's a template by kwaamfan.neocities.org!! I've really enjoyed the format
Data entry is a pretty chill job to have, I used to have one where I could work from home often it was pretty good.
badgraph1csghost
1 year ago
when i first got my drivers license, i decided to test how many fingers i could leave on the steering wheel and still have drivers wave back. it was fun to see grown-up men in huge pickups do a 2-finger salute when i would just raise my pinky (ofc i was 16 back then and 16yo's are always doing weird stuff like that)
niicespiice
1 year ago
ngl i'm still grieving a YOUTUBER getting rid of their channel. multiple years ago at this point. MULTIPLE YEARS AGO A YOUTUBER DELETED THEIR CHANNEL AND LITERALLY HAS A NEW ONE NOW AND I@M STILL GRIEVING IT. this is socially weird and in fact considered "immoral!"
badgraph1csghost
1 year ago
"being imperfect won't kill you", that's one i've been trying to internalise for actual decades. I'm getting there I think, i'm more tolerant of my own imperfections now than i was when i was 16 i guess, so that's something.
ocrevol
1 year ago
haven't watched lain yet but this site (https://www.cjas.org/~leng/lain.htm) supposedly explains most of what happens pretty in-depth
badgraph1csghost
1 year ago
re: 65. data entry was the best job i've ever had. i could power through a stack of paperwork, listen to my playlists, go to the printer every so often, it was exactly what my brain needed! :3
badgraph1csghost
1 year ago
yardwork is the exact reason why i've been living in flats for most of my life. if grass is present, it is dealt with by SOMEONE ELSE.
swiftred
1 year ago
Extremely real. I kinda got roped into doing it, lol, with the caveat I can’t with 70°F+ temps. Were it up to me, I’d be okay living my whole life without a yard.
niicespiice
1 year ago
whats the duolingo ai usage??? but yeah i dont like duolingo, its trying way too hard to be cool buyt then it's just Lame. it doesn't terach people important skills and tricks them into thinking they're learning. and then people treat it as some kind of "definitive learning tool" despite how much the true learning communities say it's bad. ahhhhhh
niicespiice
1 year ago
very common sign of "But funny corporation haha!!!!!!" ahhh i hate it so much. also the streak thing reeks of Addiction Culture where youre like "b-bububut what about my INSTAGRAM REELS???"
damian-96
1 year ago
i first joined duolingo like 8 years ago when it was new and still p fun. i've cancelled all paying subscriptions to them now in favour of Busuu, where i've learned better in 2 years than the other 8... currently, for my brain, i'm trying to get to a certain streak, then i'm going to delete it.
swiftred
1 year ago
I think it'd be kind of funny to have a page full of conversations and quotes I eavesdropped on. Some people say the strangest things lol 😭
bearlythere
1 year ago
Love 58. Lately I've been making "bad decisions" (small things) on purpose just to try to familiarize myself with healthy ways of coping in those moments. I used to panic more, usually now I'm able to tell myself it will all work out in the end. Also, I'd love to see an eavesdropping/quotes page.
ocrevol
1 year ago
had a conversation about this today (lol), there are very few decisions you can make that will actually ruin your life forever, being stuck in decision paralysis and not doing anything as a result is usually worse for you than any mistake you can feasibly make (lotta modifiers needed to make sure nobody reads this and decides to rob a bank)(normal fear)
niicespiice
1 year ago
basically all of my friends seem to be struggling with this - even me to an extent - we just sit around Not Doing Anything, because we forgot, and then it's too late so we hope someone else will fix it for us. instead of owning up and actually fixing it ourselves huhuhghgahghhg. running away
badgraph1csghost
1 year ago
Re: 59. I hate how people want you to turn your favourite things into a side hustle. It was so hard unlearning that (i'm still having trouble with it) and just creating things for the sake of creation. I refuse to sacrifice my passions on the altar of capitalism!
ocrevol
1 year ago
re:59 the thing about running a small business is that while it can be very fulfilling to work for yourself it generally becomes more of a full-time job than a regular full-time job would be, also yeah sometimes you just straight up don't want to, there's no getting around it work is work no matter what
niicespiice
1 year ago
"five year plan??" wait what actually is that?? is that a thing?? also yeah i hate the "you should sell your art" thing. it's annoying because it's implying i think it's morally okay to sell art. at this point i don't think it is - because art is inherintly part of speech/communication. it's like trying to sell an emotion or a word. you shouldn't do this
swiftred
1 year ago
@niicespiice, re: "five year plan," or rather, I'm asked, "Where do you see yourself in 5 years?" and I'm like, "I dunno???? I don't even know where I see myself tomorrow!!"
niicespiice
1 year ago
DO MOST PEOPLE KNOW WHERE THEY SEE THEMSELVES IN 5 YEARS???? I DONT THINK THEY DO??? RIGHT????
a-blue-in-a-sea-of-reds
1 year ago
Speaking of your microblog, I thought your post, “Villains & Gratefulness,” was powerful and well-written (and illustrated). 👏 I look forward to further exploring your cool website! 👍
swiftred
1 year ago
Thank you for the kind messages and the follow. It’s very, very meaningful to me! I look forward to exploring your cool 😎 website as well.
swiftred
1 year ago
the autistic urge to fret about misrepresenting myself 🧍♂️ Feeling profoundly ineloquent and agitated today
transferns
1 year ago
i'm not transmasc but i feel like finding my spot in the furry fandom (lol) was actually one of the best things that i've done for my gender tbh. the amount of under-represented trans bodies i've seen drawn by some furry artists is actually so amazing. and i'm sure it's the same for some non-furry artists out there too.
transferns
1 year ago
on another note, personally, when i see an older trans person, it actually makes me happier than anything else. something about seeing a trans person just survive and love life is so nice and they always seem so happy in their bodies (whether that be with the aged or trans parts)
swiftred
1 year ago
@transferns omg, I forgot to even mention/consider trans representation in art! Do you care if I screencap your first comment and tack it on the end of the post?
niicespiice
1 year ago
55 hits home like. sometimes when random people online are sexist, like saying "gg man" i feel affirmed, but then they say something like "or woman idk" and even though it's technically being more inclusive, i'll be damned if it doesn't feel like a stab in the chest 😭😭 random sexist stranger perks (???)
swiftred
1 year ago
@niicespiice omg, "gg man" goes incredibly hard, very affirming for me personally
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Posting regularly leads to a lot of.... I don't want to say bad, but maybe posts that aren't quite top level, but I still think it's important. Certainly I finish a lot like "christ, that was terrible, such a whiny day," while that's not a reaction I'd have to anyone else's writing. If writing is a habit, though, I think it becomes a more natural outlet for whatever the writer might need.
I agree completely! I also tend to feel specifically whiny sometimes, and I also wouldn't/don't judge others as hard as I judge myself.
the reddit thing.. i am also guilty of it.. help...