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swiftred
9 months ago
New blog post up as well as a poem-like-thing. Got fanfiction on the mind, but I'm touching on the act of creating, disability, and the fear of my own mortality. Excited about this one just by virtue of sharing my thoughts, feelings, and passion. I hope everyone is doing well, as always :)
swiftred
9 months ago
Hello, lovely people. I was reminded of the website I left behind for some time, and I found I missed it. Sometimes I struggle being "perceived" on the internet via my work (writing, art, etc.) that happens to be so personal, despite wanting connection. I was reading through my old blog posts– the distance and perspective helps– and I still really connect with them and want them to be seen.
swiftred
9 months ago
I'm driven by the whims of my raging ADHD so I can't promise a blog post is coming soon, but I find myself thinking up a chaotic script of vaguely connected thoughts. My blog post on discarding things is especially apt right now, being driven by intense hyperfocuses (this website was one big hyperfocus), and I may just expound on that.
swiftred
9 months ago
So, in simple words, my blog page is back up! I'll have to parse through the rest of the site and decide what I want to re-release.
swiftred
9 months ago
I'm also overwhelmed and gracious looking back at the interactions I've had with everyone here. So many beautiful, kind, and expressive souls. I'm very hard on myself, but I do feel a sadness when I abandon (even if only temporary) beautiful, creative pursuits such as this.
phi1l1y
9 months ago
swiftred, you're one of the sites I occasionally check on while I struggle along with re-working my own pages. Your words and forms of expression have always stuck with me, and I even saved the snippet of text you wrote about my site... months? A year? ago because it helped remind me that maybe what I do means something. I really hope you can feel the same about this site , regardless of what happens. With much love.
swiftred
9 months ago
Oh, @phi1l1y, I cannot express to you in words how much what you've said means to me, but I still want to try. I don't quite remember our first interaction, but I remember how it made me feel. I've only felt warmth when interacting with you. Thank you for all the heartfelt things you've ever said to me.
swiftred
9 months ago
@phi1l1y And thank you for telling me that you visit. If I can venture to overshare, I often feel invisible, so there being a sign, however small, that I exist in someone else's mind free from my influence? That's everything to me. Thank you, thank you, thank you! You hold a special place in my heart
adornesibley
9 months ago
(⁄ ⁄•⁄-⁄•⁄ ⁄) Thank you so much! That's so kind of you! I saw you followed me on Blsky also, obvi I followed you back :)
catbyte
9 months ago
i feel like they've always been here just softly enforced? the limits have been listed on the supporter page since i started here
elite784
9 months ago
ah righbt, ive completely forgotten about that. well i guess the badthwith limits are pretty high(?), so i dont think there should be issues(super "?")
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I'm wishing you well!
I can't thank you enough for the tender words swiftred, genuinely. And that compliment is not weird at all; if anything, it's one of the best I could receive. I hand-wring often over being too open whilst simultaneously not knowing what it takes to be 'too' . Please, only ever visit if you desire to . Like you, you hold your own nook in my heart and mind anyway : ) Forever may you be well!
Thank you!!!