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I kinda appreciate you for expressing yourself the way I can’t. What you wrote in that diary.......harsh as it is...... I feel that too.
thank you. it really feels comforting knowing i'm not the only person who feels this. <3
honestly i do feel like you're writing about relatively deep things already so....... eh
wow that's a lot. remember you don't have any obligation to us - do what's best for you
Hey, congrats on 1K followers. With how-beautifully the site is built, you genuinely deserve it and more
if its just gonna be 3 pages updated all the time then just make sure it's the best 3 pages you can come up with, i suppose. like uhhhhhhhhh make it fancier somehow. -pro message right there. but ultimately, outside of the "indie web revival" scene i doubt everyone just cares about fancy css stuff. personally i'd care more if the contents are good. just make the 3 page unboring if u can
maybe the feeling you're experiencing is leaving a chapter of harvesting and entering a chapter of planting? stepping out into the world in sponge-mode and seeing what sticks. asking yourself why certain things resonate and others don't. mostly i'd say try to embrace whatever vibrations you're moving through and give yourself grace. no need to rush any place in particular!
really liked the poems, specially ravine. it's a beautiful yet sad image you've woven.
is heaven's ladder a meta-commentary on the current state of your writing? that is my perception right now
yes actually!! it goes over a lot of topics, but one of the main points about it is my own writing. i wanted it to be a bit of a reminder for myself, as to what i want my writing to be, and how i've approached my writing in the past <3
i think that if you're just writing it, without really the purpose your heart is in - just doing it "for the sake of making it technically better," is there any point? at that point, you may as well quit entirely. would you be okay with that? with quitting?
thank you, i think i really needed this right now. i really appreciate being told this, it makes me feel a lot less alone for once. seriously, this really means a lot to me. youre an amazing person. thank you <3
yeah i feel like i haven't changed since i was 12 😭 but tbf i am younger than you
^ this is why it makes me mad when people insult 12-year-olds, because i basically am one still somehow 🥴
Ageing is a chance to get closer to wisdom, to experience life and observing how the world is immense. We are so small and so lost at the beginning, then you will find your way. Enjoy your time here, happy birthday Blue.
Happy birthday! I definitely understand the feeling of loosing teenage years slipping away… 19 is such a purgatory age
Happy birthday, Blue. 19 was such a complicated time in my life, so I feel you! For someone more far in the road in terms of years, it will get better, I promise.
i remember being so lost at the same age. fumbeling through schools and crappy jobs, not wanting to exist. it took time but i found a place to call home, people to call friends. it's hard, but i know you'll get there, too. happy birthday blue
happy birthday blue. i hope you will find as you get older, you'll have more autonomy, control, and agency in your life, and it will grant you peace and resilience. i will pray for courage and any wisdom you need to find you, and for much hope. i will also pray for your good health. congratulations, and i am very proud of you for making it so far.
Happy Birthday, Blue! The Q&A about the specific aesthetic is interesting to me. <3
How long did it take to make your website and where can I go to to make a site like yours?
do you normally spend a lot of time on your poetry, hours and hours, editing it, thinking about themes and rhythme and deep meanings and whatnot... or do you kinda just write stuff that comes into your mind
Do you have a funny memory? Which animal do you think it's the cutest? Do you have a type of food you won't ever eat?
How did you come up with the specific aesthetic - ie: colours, what type of borders to use for things, why the images are edited the way that they are, etc?
i've actually never heard of them until now but after hearing a few songs off madison, i definitely plan to check out more of their discography!! thank you for the recommendation <3
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Is basorexia and disinhibition supposed to tell a story, with the refrences to a knight?
yes actually!! thanks for noticing <3