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kaa lotus-cube

3 weeks ago

Cool site.

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lotus-cube 3 weeks ago

Thanks. The second I have a computer ahm gonna make everyone wish i was never born!

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lotus-cube

3 weeks ago

Moth is high. Ask it a question. Maybe this is a bad idea. Eg drunk calling. Will probably delete.

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lotus-cube 3 weeks ago

Systemic peoples are products of the system as well as its victim and perpetuators, resembling a toxic family relationship. Generational abuse passes down, and affects partner choices, seeking abuse as comfort, and failing to reach out. It's karmic. Souls all come from the same place before they adopt subjective ideas, so really were all the same. If i was born american, i'd be an american.

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lotus-cube 3 weeks ago

Who you are comes from what you've experienced. Its all nurture from the genes on, but thats determinism... Then noones responsible. Maybe that's the hate we pass down, and the only way out is a choice to ascend given from outside

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lotus-cube 3 weeks ago

Punishment and judgment relies on guilt being able to be established and proof of choice. It's not their fault they chose x is a bad argument? So i shouldnt defend their actions? What about mercy? This was a mistake.

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brachypelmide 3 weeks ago

moth. what do you think about the phenomenon of fasciation in vascular plants

lotus-cube 3 weeks ago

I think it must be your default question ;) and it looks like a human growing more humans out of their head. Reference to abnormality. One of the first sites I loved was called fasciationhall, now gone.

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lotus-cube

3 weeks ago

Nothing has changed. That being said, everything is so horrible that I will now leave forever. Not that anything has changed, ofc.

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lotus-cube 3 weeks ago

Who the fuck is 'You' and why are they in my horsetrough

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lotus-cube

4 weeks ago

I'm just a little clay man in a snow globe being blown on by God. That's why the wind is funny.

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lotus-cube 4 weeks ago

They are learning how to program brains. Think of the macro applications. No more pesky rogue thinkers. The time to fight (prepare) is now, or it will be too late.

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lotus-cube

1 month ago

GMOs and glyphosate, now an official phood group and part of the MakeMyMeal program along with soy, flesh, invertebrates, and pharmaceuticals! Ubergod bless the Communist state!

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lotus-cube 1 month ago

Make the most of your optical nerves and get Zeus ports installed, what did you need eyes for anyways? I can give you superultradigital hd rez man so you can finally experience the pandimensional rainbow! Hyperreality, I'm lovin' it

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lotus-cube 1 month ago

The microblogging will continue until the wetware becomes standard compliant (stupid flip phone).

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lotus-cube

1 month ago

I've made more friends in dreams than reality. Sick joke. But they feel more real, pure, and otherworldly. Maybe they are still inside me.

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lotus-cube 1 month ago

I have a pile of paper waiting to be fed into the aether. Someday.

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lotus-cube 1 month ago

The internet death cult has three trillion active members. Evidently, they suck at their job.

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lotus-cube

1 month ago

Rotting has never been so fashionable! Submit a blood sample today for a free chance to win an all-expenses paid trip to cyberhell! The machine god is waiting.

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lotus-cube 1 month ago

There are questionable forces at work in my head

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divinicide 1 month ago

We agree!

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lotus-cube

1 month ago

Something something solitary confinement something deep. Miss the site and yall miscreants soh-ree

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benny1548132 1 month ago

it's okay. i love you moth

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lotus-cube 1 month ago

Oi benny I cant stop you orhelp but dont kys please

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benny1548132 1 month ago

dw about me :))

lotus-cube 1 month ago

I'm worried.

benny1548132 1 month ago

still here

benny1548132 1 month ago

i'll be here

lotus-cube

2 months ago

Mind is weak soul is strong. Western logic and rationality cannot replace the soul, and the experiment is our modern predicament

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lotus-cube 2 months ago

I have a soul and it belongs to noone but me. You are not your mind or your body, then what are you? They are parts of the soul, but they arent the whole

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daliwali 2 months ago

mind is a myth

lotus-cube 1 month ago

Is mind a delusion then?

lotus-cube

2 months ago

checking in, i swear to god, on a flip phone. i am not dead yet.

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lotus-cube 2 months ago

Yknow, no matter how hard it gets, if you stick with it, there's always a chance to make a comeback, you can ride it all out. The worst that can happen isnt too bad

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benny1548132 1 month ago

a-fucking-men

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2 months ago

paper/books

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benny1548132 2 months ago

i was actually just gonna email you, moth, asking about reasons to live. you had emailed me reminding me suicide is selfish, well -- that's how we both feel about ourselves, but i tried to convince you that nobody else is selfish for it, or rather that for others selfish isn't the worst thing you can be -- so i was gonna ask you what you had that could inspire me to keep going and not, y'know, be selfish like that.

benny1548132 2 months ago

only to come & find out you're struggling to find anything just as much or even more than i am....i'm sorry.

benny1548132 2 months ago

it's worse at night, for me. in the light of the day....i'll be around for a while. let me know if you need me.

wizardperspective 2 months ago

Cars are a pain and I absolutely hate working on mine just to have the ability to look for work and buy my mom grocereies. I feel for you. In my case, I had to do all the repairs myself because nobody in my family is reliable to help.

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lotus-cube 2 months ago

HAHAHAHA I am like the WORST person to ask about why to live... Sorry, I'm going nuts. I think having control over your life is a big determinant in happiness. I appreciate your concern, guys.

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lotus-cube

2 months ago

@benny, Technically, a "job" is not a "life."

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benny1548132 2 months ago

are you talking to me?

benny1548132 2 months ago

idc, actually. whatever. you're right

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3 months ago

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jots6

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lotus-cube 3 months ago

How in the fuck are you guys 'liking' this at this hour? Don't people have lives, and I am the one out of joint?

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pirahxcx 3 months ago

I know for a fact that you have a stalker

pirahxcx 3 months ago

and it's not the government

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daliwali 3 months ago

plot twist: it's the government

benny1548132 3 months ago

sorry, i don't have a job

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3 months ago

music

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paper/stream

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lotus-cube updated their site.

3 months ago

human-inspiration

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paper/whoyouknow

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lotus-cube 3 months ago

My formatting sucks ass. Why am I writing here again? Ugh, I will persist with the blog.

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lotus-cube 3 months ago

Goddammit Dali stop reading my mind and saying things better than me lmao.

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lotus-cube 3 months ago

Re: fallacy that thoughts are original.

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daliwali 3 months ago

even that thought was not original, i lifted it from UG Krishnamurti, who once said that there are no thoughts which you can truly call your own, they are all pulled from the Akashic records...

daliwali 3 months ago

when you try to trace back the provenance of any thought, it emanates from an otherworldly source, or your signal is hijacked by the glowies and you start thinking like the archons.

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4 months ago

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