i was actually just gonna email you, moth, asking about reasons to live. you had emailed me reminding me suicide is selfish, well -- that's how we both feel about ourselves, but i tried to convince you that nobody else is selfish for it, or rather that for others selfish isn't the worst thing you can be -- so i was gonna ask you what you had that could inspire me to keep going and not, y'know, be selfish like that.
Cars are a pain and I absolutely hate working on mine just to have the ability to look for work and buy my mom grocereies. I feel for you. In my case, I had to do all the repairs myself because nobody in my family is reliable to help.
HAHAHAHA I am like the WORST person to ask about why to live... Sorry, I'm going nuts. I think having control over your life is a big determinant in happiness. I appreciate your concern, guys.
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i was actually just gonna email you, moth, asking about reasons to live. you had emailed me reminding me suicide is selfish, well -- that's how we both feel about ourselves, but i tried to convince you that nobody else is selfish for it, or rather that for others selfish isn't the worst thing you can be -- so i was gonna ask you what you had that could inspire me to keep going and not, y'know, be selfish like that.
only to come & find out you're struggling to find anything just as much or even more than i am....i'm sorry.
it's worse at night, for me. in the light of the day....i'll be around for a while. let me know if you need me.
Cars are a pain and I absolutely hate working on mine just to have the ability to look for work and buy my mom grocereies. I feel for you. In my case, I had to do all the repairs myself because nobody in my family is reliable to help.
HAHAHAHA I am like the WORST person to ask about why to live... Sorry, I'm going nuts. I think having control over your life is a big determinant in happiness. I appreciate your concern, guys.