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rime 3 years ago

the fucked up thing is that i don't thinkt hat how i'm feeling right now is really all that nuts like i think it might just be how people without brain problems feel everyday and its just such an alien feeling to me that i dont know what to do with nyself i'm just gettin turnt on simulated neurotypicality and when i do decide what i'm gonna do withmyself tonight i'll have to focus toa ctually see it through!!!!!

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rime 3 years ago

my brain feels great but tbh my stomach and head feel a little bit off and my pulse is definitely elevated i'm not too worried because this is my first time taking adderall so i know my body needs time to get used to it also i drank soda today (i didnt know i was gonna finally get my adderall later in the day or else i wouldn't) so i think the 2 different stimulants in one day might be the cause but thats an easy fix

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rime 3 years ago

because now that i have adderall i dont need soda anymore honestly i never needed it because it never actually addressed the root problem it just made me do the stuff i wasnt supposde to be doing faster and it never gave me even af raction of hte energy and focus this does i can finally quit soda!!!

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rime 3 years ago

i'll just pace myself while i work on stuff tonight, not move too fast or do anything too strenuous and guess what now that i can actually FOCUS i wont forget partway throug and i'll drink lots of water maybe i'll eat some crackers or toast or something too even though i also stress ate prior to learning about my adderall and have exceeded my calories but its nothing tos tress over because tomorrow is another day and

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rime 3 years ago

and thanks to my lexapro and my adderall i can just eat better tomorrow!! since i have to drive pretty far for my other doctors appointment tomorrow i'll pack a nice lunch and sit in the park i used to go to when i lived there and watch the turtles!! oh i gotta remember to bring some turtle appropriate snacks too just adding that here so i can remember tomorrow

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rime 3 years ago

when i was there earlier this week they kept watching me with their lil heads peeking up above the water and i know its bad to feed wildlife but wildlife in a human-maintained park is only like 1 step away from tame and people are feeding them anyway so i might as well make sure that some of what they eat is nutritionally appropriate for them

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rime 3 years ago

ok disregard my first message maybe neurotypical people dont type in run on sentences moving topic to topic at breakneck pace but fuck it for once in a very very VERY long time i feel really good and i'm actually making progress on cleaning up my room right now me i've put my and my dog's bedding through the wash and before adderall when i looked at clutter i just shut down and became useless and depressed but now i

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rime 3 years ago

can actually do something about it what the fuck i can't believe this is something people are able to just do without needing drugs. people can just keep their living spaces clean and sanitary without drugs and it doesn't cost them every spoon in their metaphorical kitchen!! so long as i have adderall by my side i will never be in spoon debt ever again!!

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koshka 3 years ago

This is the most Adderall series of comments ever.

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fragmentandreflect 3 years ago

Hope you're doing okay as you adjust :). I really appreciate you posting this, as it's how my brain works most of the time and I'm always working hard to tame my mental fractals and make my expressions more palatable for others.

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fragmentandreflect 3 years ago

Though recently I've been meeting more neurodivergents in person and it's really awesome not to have to censor and vice versa..

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bluef00t 3 years ago

god bless the euphoria of getting closer to a good brain-balance and good luck :)

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bmh 3 years ago

I feel like we are aliens on this planet, like we have just found ourselves here and cope as best as we can.

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bmh 3 years ago

As for getting up on the wrong side of the bed, I think you take this too litereally; I think it's more to do with a state of mind... having a negative perspective on things, or perhaps having a bad night's sleep/troubling dreams that sets us up for the day.

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koshka 3 years ago

That's a nice way to look at it. The haphazard and illogical ways society that society is built up effectively makes everyone an alien to some degree or another, although certain groups such as autistic people definitely bear the brunt of it.

wamekineko 3 years ago

You need to watch more wildlife documentaries. If you sincerely think animals are any different than humans, you don't understand either. Humans. Are. Animals. We are no better, nor worse. We are simply different in our strengths. Our innovantions. I have seen anoles eat other anoles. I have seen cats eat other cats. Hunger does things to animals. Cats kill other cats for pleasure. Cats kill other cats over territory

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wamekineko 3 years ago

Cows will leave behind another cow if it is too weak to keep up. Herd survival over individual survival. Cows will also go back and help the other cow if they can. Herd survival includes individuals and the whole. Humans simply have innovated this natural trait of mammals. To leave behind the wounded, and come back with reinforcements and aide.

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koshka 3 years ago

Humans are objectively worse than animals in every way.

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geouniversal 3 years ago

humans are the worst animals?

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