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niicespiice 10 months ago

very relatable about the "i COULD rest but i don't want to" thing. like people say stuff like "take a break when you want." i hate that, they don't understand at all. because if i let myself at the very least have excuses like that, i'll never do anything. i'd rather work until i'm drained and forcibly must rest, that's probably the best option

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swiftred 10 months ago

Lol, yes same 😭😭. I also hate when people tell me to take a break. If I took a break whenever I was tired, it’d be 90% breaks 😐

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niicespiice 10 months ago

i think it's a very "not mentally ill" take to have? because they don't understand mentally ill people they assume we're exactly like them, even though our tolerance is FAR FAR lower. so because of that they go "take a break when you want" and it's like. yeah. i do that and i get called "lazy" or "wasting my life" so what do you guys want 😭

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swiftred ocrevol

10 months ago

Hi, do you mind if I screenshot that quote you left under my page update and stick it in my post? Or, do you remember where you read it from?

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ocrevol 10 months ago

I don't mind if you screenshot, I do remember where I saw it but would take some digging to find the actual post

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swiftred 10 months ago

A new blogpost from He Who Internalizes Everything

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ocrevol 10 months ago

(continuing the thread here) tbh I'm probably being a lil too mean re: Pete Walker I think he's a good guy with some good advice but the book has got some triggering elements for sure + yeah very therapy focused, which has not er been very helpful for me anecdotally either

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swiftred 10 months ago

Ah, understood! And thank you for commenting on this, by the way :) I've been delighted, and your voice is very much valued

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mustikas 10 months ago

resonates with me soooo muchhhhh. i often feel "too explicit" for the most of online spaces. like there's a "bourdary" of negativity i can talk about. i mean, on personal pages and accounts. even if i put tw, i still feel...... strange and anxious. THANK YOU for writing this

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niicespiice 10 months ago

based and dissilution-of-mental-illness-pilled (?). but 43 is so me

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swiftred 10 months ago

@mustikas I write this as much as a persuasion to myself as well. I still get freaked out sharing, feeling like I’m not allowed to be “too” mentally ill in a public space (online) even though it is my personal website, mirroring what you said.

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morningglory17 updated Morningglory17's Neocities Site

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swiftred updated precarious state

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ocrevol 10 months ago

very much understand the hide impulse but I do enjoy reading your Me

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swiftred 10 months ago

thank you :,) it's much appreciated

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vesperings 10 months ago

Had a lot of fun reading through your word collection and testing how they felt spoken.

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swiftred 10 months ago

Delighted to hear that :3 thank you for commenting, @wanillaberry

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badgraph1csghost 10 months ago

My goal in life is to be everyone's cool lesbian auntie (something something japanese twitter)

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badgraph1csghost 10 months ago

Also, one of the things I had to really teach myself when i was planning my site was: if I don't write about me, who will?

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swiftred 10 months ago

Thank you, Tina :) I'm going to remember that for the future. You've eased my mind some.

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ocrevol 10 months ago

re:44 reminds me of a post I saw the other day that said "sick people should have a right to congregate and discuss our illness without worrying about doing it in a way that doesn't upset the healthy people, it shouldn't be shameful or offensive to be visibly ill""

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ocrevol 10 months ago

also i lol'd at the surviving the thriving reference man I was told to read that book a few months ago and while it was eye opening in some regards it was exceptionally unhelpful in others and I found myself overall wishing I had skipped it and read psychomagic instead

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swiftred 10 months ago

@ocrevol I really enjoy the quote you shared and I agree with it wholeheartedly. I feel like I've been hurting lately, not entirely feeling there's an acceptable place to be visibly ill-- but that may be more self-imposed than anything, I'm not sure though.

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swiftred 10 months ago

And, hah, I forgot that was the title of the book. I have it on a shelf and wanted to get back to it, actually. I feel "going from surviving to thriving" has become a sort of colloquial phrase and is expected of us, otherwise we're doing life wrong. I did find Pete Walker's '13 Steps for Managing Flashbacks' on his website to be insightful, so I hope to find good stuff in the book. Not in the mood to read it rn tho

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oopsiedoodle 10 months ago

a few more backgrounds - one from an adorable old piece of cat wrapping paper, and a couple funky ones using the art from an old folder fourth grade me used in 1999. :)

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swiftred 10 months ago

New page for Persona 3 Reload screenshots, rawr. Take a look at it if you're cool ;3

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badgraph1csghost 10 months ago

i'm so glad you managed to not die in an electrical fire O.O

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swiftred 10 months ago

Thank you, it was scary for a bit :,)

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vesperings 10 months ago

Once again obsessed with how poetic the things you notice are.

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swiftred 10 months ago

@wanillaberry hehe, much appreciated! Thank you :D

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niicespiice 10 months ago

i wanna play this game so badly but i dont know where to find it. thats not like reload which costs a billion dollars

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niicespiice 10 months ago

35: perhaps the world is just a forest. sometimes there is a gap where the light comes through. sometimes there are so many trees you cannot see anything. but there is no exit from the forest like people proclaim. there's just different ways to process it (COUGH COUGH AVE MUJICA COUGH COUGH sorry hyperfixation got me there)

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divergentrays oopsiedoodle

10 months ago

Sent you an email but not sure if you saw it. The Turgid Bud is now a thing - https://theturgidbud.com/

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oopsiedoodle 10 months ago

omg INCREDIBLE! i am so delighted right now, you have no idea. definitely going to start making a list as i read romance novels, now that there's a place for these gems. thank you so much!

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swiftred updated precarious state

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mordecaialba 10 months ago

your decks are really cool :3

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swiftred 10 months ago

thanks!! 😁💜

inkcaps 10 months ago

WOW the art for the Death Note inspired deck is so cool!! And not gonna lie, I'm really tempted by that oracle deck too, it looks so fun!

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swiftred 10 months ago

Right?? I was really digging that artist's work, then I saw that Death Note deck in their shop! The oracle deck is cute, appeals to the inner child (and girlhood imo), if you subscribe to that sort of thinking. Been meaning to write a description for each deck, that one included. Haven't gotten much use out of it yet. It's almost too positive for me, lol.

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