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axayacatl

1 year ago

i'm not the first demon to show up on the internet x_o

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axayacatl

1 year ago

getting a diagnosis from the doctor always gives me mixed feelings its nice to know whats wrong but its also disappointing that there is something wrong

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

so extremely real. The validation vs the devastation

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1 year ago

diary/020325.html

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slushbin 1 year ago

Won't like, but that community page is fly as hell

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slushbin 1 year ago

I'm stupid, meant "won't lie"

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axayacatl

1 year ago

new diary entry abt war. i think johnny silverhand is a style icon

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axayacatl

1 year ago

just approved of a ton of guestbook messages im sorry x_x i thought i already did

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axayacatl

1 year ago

second diary entry. do u guys ever feel confused about who you are too

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expressionless 1 year ago

every day of my life

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axayacatl 1 year ago

@expressionless it could be fate

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expressionless 1 year ago

@axy could be <3

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axayacatl

1 year ago

not a lot of new updates ive been drawing and pondering

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axayacatl

1 year ago

space is a little weird

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axayacatl 1 year ago

planet

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axayacatl

1 year ago

everyone seems so lonely lately

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

i blame the winter

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axayacatl 1 year ago

@krystal i realize im more and more of a beach person every year

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expressionless 1 year ago

i also blame the winter, but I think it's also that this community kinda fosters people who tend to be lonley and use the internet as an outlet (at least thats what I'm doing)

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axayacatl 1 year ago

@expressionless (me too)

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axayacatl 1 year ago

new diary entry rlly short. bison gang rise

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i love perfect blue that movie has aged so well. there rlly isnt anything like it

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axayacatl

1 year ago

religious people send really intrusive emails. sometimes i try to keep the nuance that they think they're helping you or the greater good and can manifest sympathy for it not to get on my nerves but i dont understand when they approach this by antagonizing or belittling you

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axayacatl 1 year ago

at the core of every spiritual belief system is love, pass the symbols are we actually *that* much different from one another

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sclptures 1 year ago

its all about love!! i had a classmate tell me i was gonna burn in hell when i was a really young child and if it weren't for my mum who actually knows what she's talking about then i would've been straight up traumatised. idk why we're conditioned to be so cruel when it comes to religion even as children

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axayacatl 1 year ago

@sclptures im glad your mom was there for you! it can be really tough when your beliefs are demonized by the cultural standard but like minded people keep us anchored in my experience

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sclptures 1 year ago

@axa haha yea. my mum & family are huge role models for me because i've been raised knowing that religion isnt the strict & punishing thing that some people say it is. of course there's ground rules like don't kill anyone & love thy neighbour etc. but fearmongering won't get us anywhere, we all have different lifestyles. live and let live i'd say

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

why do I feel like we've emailed the same person

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axayacatl

1 year ago

making remixes is so fun

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

ugh yes! I hope you share what u create

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dragontalez 1 year ago

I used to ask for my friends mixes for their noise projects and turned it into some sick industrial music

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axayacatl

1 year ago

added a privacy policy and disclaimer if that blah blah stuff excites you in xxxtras

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axayacatl 1 year ago

also fixed the thumbnails in realms they should all be the same size now

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axayacatl

1 year ago

50k views!! evil prevails tysm

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expressionless 1 year ago

congrats!!

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axayacatl

1 year ago

picture dump in diary. i was secretly fashionable this entire time. srry xo

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expressionless 1 year ago

I would've been so surprised if you weren't lol

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axayacatl

1 year ago

my tarot cards told me i should share more and i think my site is lacking features this me formally asking u guys what i should share with u

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napreviewz 1 year ago

just share what your comfortable with! you share a lot already, so don't put pressure on yourself!

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aforest 1 year ago

it'd be realy nice to hear about your day-to-day some more :)

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axayacatl

1 year ago

also i deleted my instagram account today

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yumekawahanachi 1 year ago

Ah yes, mental health conservation

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axayacatl 1 year ago

@yumekawahanachi and cybersecurity paranoia

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